GEM - Near Death (feat. ATUM)

Ayo
I'm emotionally unavailable just want my money
Invest in myself with the music, know I'm up to something
Shordy say she love but I left her guess she unlucky
Lucky 7's in my vision lately synchronizing lovely
I talk to Ogun when I need help, constructive criticism tell me take a good look at myself
Wrestling with demons all around I'm rey win the belt
Heavy weight champ all the heavy weight that I felt
9 millimeter for the Alameda
With my brothers, seen too many switching teams committing treason
I want to trust you I do but just don't give me a reason to break my trust in you 'cuz I can recognize a demon
I rock night vision goggles when it's dark out
Fog everywhere my afterlife, i'm in the dog house
I free my mind all the time from all the pain I ball out
I do this for my people and past life I never wanted clout
Throughout infections the grave a fine and private place to rest up
Facts exposing nothing, forgiving possessed in complaisant ways should've seen the way perimeters stretched luck
In center mid daze, I remember fresh cups when heat shed December with hatred caged
Procrastinate to keep it basic , I wrote my stories on the pond once evaporation happens we'll make it, the principle's cape lift the print shape shift properties vacant
The answer was the myth in the bottle shaking, spread them out on the arm rest, my cons added up wasn't part of my contest
Contest upon the set to go on a conquest
I stand out so the people can watch less
The last puzzle piece god blessed, the earth's sunshine was a hot mess
The fiddle blaring obituaries like near death
Soul tied in missionary, trust movement daily
Doomed for depth like cemetery
6 feet over my dreams when the vision blurry
Can't remember my thoughts like visualizing broken pavement
Cracking hurry to the basement, the spaceship crashes hate when my day stiff
Spinning mattresses my day shift, sick like the conversation if you not involving payments
Keep the rocks kicking you can't save them
Never welcomed home, heard you really lonely if you alone
People got feelings but mines mixed with bricks and stones, called out by smashing my phone
Missing her scent, inside feeling like a big kid
Memories eliminate vengeance beside my wins, I pair my x's with y's, why you asking?
What I lose keeps coming back why you leaving, nothing as bleak as my blackness
Protect yourself from sadness, madness racked, my literature was being exercised
How do you sympathize a death threat?

Written by:
DIVINE ATUM, Hidden Gem

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