Not For Nothing - My Wits' End

My demons dance around me
Begging for me
Just to be their friend
About to meet my wits end
I don't have the heart to say no
I let myself go
Falling into nothing
Scratch my eyes out
Shred my skin to bone
You said that I wont amount to anything
I hate you all for doubting me
Who do you want me to be
I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that
Split in between
I don't even know me
I live in a false reality
Why cant you just let me be me
You don't believe me
You think that I'm a disease
I live in a fucked reality
Pick myself up from the floor
I cant take this anymore
Trying to run from my past but my feet have failed me
I'm crawling
I'm clawing
I'm kicking
I'm swinging
But I cant get away
Please don't let me lose myself today
I'm seeking but I cant find
What it once was
How it was mine
But you threw it all away
I have nothing left to say
Who do you want me to be
I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that
Split in between
I don't even know me
I live in a false reality
Why cant you just let me be me
You don't believe me
You think that I'm a disease
I live in a fucked reality
Well here I am
I'm crucified
On my cross made from your lies
There's no way that I could die
This is not my time
There's no way that you can kill me
Slit my throat but I'm still breathing
Bleed me dry my hearts still beating
I will rise and I will defeat
There's no way that you can kill me
Slit my throat but I'm still breathing
Bleed me dry my hearts still beating
I will rise and I will defeat
I let myself go
Falling into nothing
Scratch my eyes out
Shred my skin to bone
You said I wont amount to anything
I hate you all for doubting me
Who do you want me to be
I try to achieve that but you wont ever see that
Split in between
I don't even know me
I live in a false reality
Why cant you just let me be me
You don't believe me
You think that I'm a disease
I live in a fucked reality

Written by:
Chris Renshaw, Jonathan Tyndall

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