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I don't know why
Yeah yeah
And I don't know why
It's so hard for me to change
I don't want to stay the same
Maybe I'm used to the pain
And I don't know why
You still all in my brain
Don't want to think 'bout this no more
But I can't win this game
And I don't know why
It's so hard for me to change
I don't want to stay the same
Maybe I'm used to the pain
And I don't know why
You still all in my brain
Don't want to think 'bout this no more
But I can't win this game
Yeah I'm a rock star
Money Mixtape ain't makin' itself
I got some dreams don't care if I fail
Makin' the most of my life down here
Never gone loose 'cause I don't play fair
The ones that I pass gone prolly hate yeah
Miss you much and I really hate that
Never needed you but I want you here
Yeah I want you here baby want you back
I could text you but I wont do that
You stole my heart didn't want to loose that
But it's gone now and I can't look back
Yeah I'll never do that shit again
Got to learn from the mistakes
Everybody want to be rich won't do what it takes
I'm keepin' it true ain't cool with the fakes
And I don't know why
It's so hard for me to change
I don't want to stay the same
Maybe I'm used to the pain
And I don't know why
You still all in my brain
Don't want to think 'bout this no more
But I can't win this game
When you put on that mask can't see yo face
I told you that it's gone be ok
Talk to myself in the mirror everyday
I don't listen to a thing that I say yeah
So stuck in my ways
That's prolly why it's hard for me to change
Hella trust issues I'm walkin' away
Don't got no patience ain't playin' no games yeah
Huh
I got to watch out for myself
Homie I can't even trust myself
Substance abuse gone fuck my health
Calms my nerves takin' it 'cause it helps
Just wanna feel calm swear I mean well
I ain't really tryna be a junkie for real
My anxiety gone get me killed
I got to pay for these motherfuckin' bills
Got to make sure I got enough for the pills
If I can't get fucked I don't want to live
Bad habits I got I don't want to give
Reason I'm glad that I don't have a kid
Cause if they ever did what I did
I don't know how I would forgive
Myself for teaching them all that shit
Yeah I'm so lost sometimes
Yeah I'm so lost sometimes
Yeah
And I don't know why
It's so hard for me to change
I don't want to stay the same
Maybe I'm used to the pain
And I don't know why
You still all in my brain
Don't want to think 'bout this no more
But I can't win this game

Written by:
Carlitos Reyes

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