NeverxHappy - everyday's the same

You tore my heart apart
Now I try to put it back together
You're my only love
I wish that I could be with you forever
Yeah I fucked up and now you're gone
And I don't know what to do with myself
Everyday's the same
I can't wash away the pain
So I switch up my meds
Can't sleep in my bed
Cause I'm always wondering if I'm in your head

Waking up every day to this life it fucking sucks
Always having you on my mind and I want to wish you luck
Wish we could've worked, I'm always drinking now, I'm fucked
I'm going days without eating and only filling up my cup

I'm running on empty
Cause I don't have you here anymore

I do the same thing every day
Getting high is my escape
So I don't have to think of all the problems
How I couldn't solve them
So I write these poems
Singing how I feel so numb

You tore my heart apart
Now I try to put it back together
You're my only love
I wish that I could be with you forever
Yeah I fucked up and now you're gone
And I don't know what to do with myself
Everyday's the same
I can't wash away the pain
So I switch up my meds
Can't sleep in my bed
Cause I'm always wondering if I'm in your head

Nothing works anymore
I'm so empty down to the core
You closed up all of your doors
Left me here on the floor

I'm feeling so anxious
Cause I be fighting this depression
I never learned my lesson
Always waiting for a message

God don't even listen to me
Answer all my questions
I am always fucking stressed
Living without any direction

You were such a blessing
Gave so much affection
Just enough attention
A beautiful connection
I always see your reflection
When I am looking for perfection
Writing songs about you
Fuck, I'm feeling so depressive

You tore my heart apart
Now I try to put it back together
You're my only love
I wish that I could be with you forever
Yeah I fucked up and now you're gone
And I don't know what to do with myself
Everyday's the same
I can't wash away the pain
So I switch up my meds
Can't sleep in my bed
Cause I'm always wondering if I'm in your head

Written by:
Christian Gulke

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