NeverxHappy - I don't wanna do this anymore...

I don't wanna do this anymore
Leave me dead here on the floor
I don't wanna sleep in bed
Since you left me all alone
I feel your presence everywhere
Your voice is in the air
I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I don't wanna do this anymore
Leave me dead here on the floor
I don't wanna sleep in bed
Since you left me all alone
I feel your presence everywhere
Your voice is in the air
I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I'm falling apart again
I get no rest at night
Heart beating, I'm alive, I'm never getting high
Cause I'm broken from the feeling that you left inside
My heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies

There's no excuse for my shitty behavior
Maybe you just fucking did yourself a favor
I'm a fuck up and I don't deserve you
Five years of every memory I'll never forget you

I don't blame you for leaving me alone
Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't blame you for leaving me alone
Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't wanna do this anymore
Leave me dead here on the floor
I don't wanna sleep in bed
Since you left me all alone
I feel your presence everywhere
Your voice is in the air
I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I don't wanna do this anymore
Leave me dead here on the floor
I don't wanna sleep in bed
Since you left me all alone
I feel your presence everywhere
Your voice is in the air
I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I'm going days without eating again
I'm broke and I'm barely getting out of my bed
I'm getting fucked up every chance that I get
Cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest
In my head it's always gonna be my fault
I'm closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about
It's so hard for me to say it out loud
But I am not okay and I don't see a way out

I don't blame you for leaving me alone
Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't blame you for leaving me alone
Cause I know, you're better off without me

I don't wanna do this anymore
Leave me dead here on the floor
I don't wanna sleep in bed
Since you left me all alone
I feel your presence everywhere
Your voice is in the air
I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

I don't wanna do this anymore
Leave me dead here on the floor
I don't wanna sleep in bed
Since you left me all alone
I feel your presence everywhere
Your voice is in the air
I wish you didn't think that I just never fucking cared

Written by:
Christian Gulke

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