1StopWop - Fucked Up

I really fucked me up
The fact I let a thug
Thug
A thug
The fact I lost a feeling with these drugs
I hate I had to take it for what it was
& I finessed em out that rod lil buddy bluff
Look me in my eye
Stop hiding emotions pushing them aside
I'm steady trying to forget you in a high
Feel it all when I'm sober
I'm a solider
Done got older with this shit
Standards never lowered
The goal got closer
Cant deny closure with this shit

Never judged you off your hand I watched how you play it
See you falling getting out your character I try to go save it
Like if its a problem we gone solve it I'm the one to say it
Pure with my intentions no hidden agendas cause I'm the type can't fake it
Front street with my problems you'll prolly catch the best & worst of me
Certain shit can't get to me they took the emotion in first degree
I aint fucking with your camp cause ain't no cheddar in it
Stayed down, waited my turn, didn't dick ride then got better with it
How could I get over reality? I'm going with my best option
Love & hate relationship with the streets might be my worse problem
A damaged heart that can uplift or kill you got to treat it with caution
Keep a float and stay to myself cause we ain't fucking with Stockton
I watched my brother raise my niece from a cell
Tell her that he gone off the college but he done gone off to jail
Yea he ain't have it all together so you cant judge for what he did
Did his his time & stayed solid
Came home
Took care his kids
Triple stack
Yeen the only nigga getting money
Matter fact double that
I ain't get as mighty as I wanted matter fact double back
Try to play me end up playing yourself I cant trip
Cause you was already behind me nigga
I'm playing my step playing myself

I really fucked me up
The fact I let a thug
Thug
A thug
The fact I lost a feeling with these drugs
I hate I had to take it for what it was
& I finessed em out that rod lil buddy bluff
Look me in my eye
Stop hiding emotions pushing them aside
I'm steady trying to forget you in a high
Feel it all when I'm sober
I'm a solider
Done got older with this shit
Standards never lowered
The goal got closer
Can't deny closure with this shit

Written by:
Louis Hawthorne

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