Hexx - Soul Searching

Had to take a step back so I can learn how to grow
Never folded under pressure this is all that I know
Either lonely as it is or I'm just feeling alone
Musics all I've ever had it's time I give it my soul

Sit with this pencil inside of my hand as I'm diving inside of my chest
Witness to all my friends getting love, while I never find a connect
Always expressing the fact that I'm happy I think that it's time I confess
All of my smiles an image reflected you look and you'll find im depressed
Damn it I guess I'm losing my soul
Wanted the fake removed from the close
Looking around I do it alone
Got what I wished. Who woulda know?
Used to give time to the people who seen me as equal but never respect
Now I give time to the fam and the people who see me as me and accept

Still talking to a younger me like a therapist for the stress
And I know a spot that I love to be, I ain't scared to reach when it's meant
Couple people say they fuck with me, but ain't there for me when depressed
Told the fakes that they can fucking leave, this is therapy when I vent

Had to take a step back so I can learn how to grow
Never folded under pressure this is all that I know
Either lonely as it is or I'm just feeling alone
Musics all I've ever had it's time I give it my soul
At the bottom came from nothing this is all that I need
As a kid they said I'm clueless this is all that I seen
Never stopping like they wanted this is all I believed
And the truth is being me is truly all I can be

Had to take a minute to remind myself
mistakes committed don't define ourself
Never play the victim take pride yourself
Gonna take some time but you'll find yourself
This some shit I had to make for fans
This some shit I had to make for me
Can't believe they almost changed the plans
And I can't believe it started changing me
Truly thought I shoulda gave it up
Truly thought I wasn't made for love
Truly thought my dreams were make believe and they werent made for me jus the way it was
Even almost said I'm done with rap
Crazy thing is how'd it come to that?
Crazy thing is I was stuck comparing to these other people but now its enough of that

Still talking to the man above as I try to change as I can
As a man learned to make mistakes but don't let em change who I am
Never lie when it comes to life cuz I been afraid and I am
And no matter what when I grip the mic imma give it straight as I can yeah

Had to take a step back so I can learn how to grow
Never folded under pressure this is all that I know
Either lonely as it is or I'm just feeling alone
Musics all I've ever had it's time I give it my soul
At the bottom came from nothing this is all that I need
As a kid they said I'm clueless this is all that I seen
Never stopping like they wanted this is all I believed
And the truth is being me is truly all I can be

Written by:
Joseph Gipson

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