Mad Martian - Falling

Ever since I left her
I've been trying to master
All of my feelings
Dealing with thoughts that shouldn't matter
Emotional pain you couldn't measure
And if I only could, find someone worth staying
I wouldn't be leaving
My crushes wouldn't be so fleeting and painful
I'm done pleasing
Women too fatal, so many unfaithful
Alcohol is leeching from my bleeding heart
Especially in December
The winter is so cold and it drags on
'Cause I feel so alone
And it feels like I am falling
Back to my old ways of thinking
People can't see that I'm stalling
And I'm sinking, drowning in tears
And I'm calling all these different names
For some loving
But I'm faced with my trusting issues
I can't erase, guess I'm lost in this world
And I can't find a place
Trying to improve myself
I'm so cold 'cause I left without my other half
Now I'm a lonely soul
Stuck between heaven and hell
But I will never fold
I'd rather be alone than to sell my love to the first person
Glancing into my soul I can't lose control
But I'm, turning older and I ponder
If I'll ever be touched by the arrows of love
Or is it all over
Maybe it's fate, a peril imposed from above
I miss leaning on her shoulder
When I felt weak, I could always hold her
And it feels like I am falling
Back to my old ways of thinking
People can't see that I'm stalling
And I'm sinking, drowning in tears
And I'm calling all these different names
For some loving
But I'm faced with my trusting issues
I can't erase, guess I'm lost in this world
And I can't find a place
I don't want to come down
I just want to OD
You and me
I just want to OD
And it feels like I am falling
Back to my old ways of thinking
People can't see that I'm stalling
And I'm sinking, drowning in tears
And I'm calling all these different names
For some loving
But I'm faced with my trusting issues
I can't erase, guess I'm lost in this world
And I can't find a place

Written by:
Indra Surkijn

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