Craw - exhausted

Exhausted
Out my fucking mind
I don't know what to do I tend to go waste all my time
It's haunting
When I'm up late at night I seem to step up to my prime I make a claim I'm set to die
I'm taunting
Who I'll never be
I'm wanting
I want a better me
How I cannot go to sleep when I got demons right beside me
And I need to take a leap they got me screaming that I'm dying
Jumped in right where it was deep I wish that I could say I'm lying
I do things that make me bleed like if you leave me then I'm flying
I do things that make me see a vision don't ask if it's real
I do shit that brings division what I love and what I feel
I think that my head is missing wear a glove when I go peel
Like I'm at the well I'm wishing but the devil took the deal
And you call it superstition when I don't let myself free
But I fill out the position for the shit I'll never be
I don't need a definition to go say what's wrong with me
Like I'm skipping intermission wanting everyone to leave
There's more to me there's more to see
There's not a we can't guarantee
That this is free I pay the fee
To this degree don't need a key
To paint a scene I love the green
They say I'm mean I'm in between
I lost my queen I break routine
Flip off the dean I intervene
Like I cannot handle shit I do now that's a touchy subject
Like I'm Rambo and I cut the fume I will not rush this project
Throw on camo and I go resume this pen is just an object
Where's my ammo I'ma need it soon before they go and check
Like before they go and check my room I'm hiding in my coffin
Like before I go and plan my doom I do that way too often
How I sketch what's written on my tomb no I don't do the talking
I look up and I befriend the moon I'm like a dead man walking
This is more than talking shit
Like this is really how it is
When I go and make another it
I disappear for just a bit

Written by:
Caden Crawford

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