Superior See - Smoking & Thinking

I think I'm just thinking too much bro
Yea that's what it is you know
It's been years since I spoke about how I felt
Sitting here smoking all by myself
Double cup sipping this not good for my health
Staying in the shadows like a ninja being stealth
Locked in focused on accumulating wealth
See
You should just stick to yourself
Looking at myself like one day you gonna be the man
If I trust my Vision and stick to this plan
God has the field I just need to land
Way too caring
Always lending out my hand to people that don't appreciate it do you understand
I'm the chosen one that's why I tatted it on my hand
At a young age taught myself to be the man
No guidance or direction I just had this plan
The deaths in my life were hard to comprehend
For years it just felt like life was so bland
That's when my mental health started to descend
Contemplated suicide the devil was my best friend
Committed a lot of sins had to repent
Started designing clothes I didn't know how to vent
Momma told me go to therapy I never went
How the fuck that finna help I'm dealing with severe torment
All this pain and all this trauma
How they finna help me out momma
Plus I don't wanna live any longer
I know you don't want your son to be a goner
Feel like I'm slowly dying call the first responders
Feel like my soul left my body is just wandered
On this journey still because this vision I ain't conquered
I had to let go and let God
That's how I prospered
My higher self watches over me
I'm being fostered
Highly favored and Enlightened like Bob Proctor
Pretending to be someone else y'all some imposters
I ain't mean to hurt you shawty go to the doctor
She wanna fall in love but she know I got a roster
When it comes to her yea I get a little softer
Deep down I ain't gonna lie my heart want her
The way she look at me I can tell she think I'm a monster

Written by:
Christian Mireles

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