Craw - BLACKOUT

Who the fuck am I
Like I don't feel alright
I think it's my time to die
I step up to the light
I been this way all my life
I know I'll get it right
I gave up on asking why
It makes me feel uptight
Wake up I don't even know what's going on
I just take a pill I do it at the crack of dawn
Like I wrote a will I know one day that I'll be gone
They should make a film about my life not what I want
Like I'll do it on my own
Don't need no help I'm in my zone
I say farewell I set the tone
You say it's hell I call it home
Like take a look inside my dome
That's where the demons like to roam
They got me screaming what I owe
I think it's time to change the flow
I had people say they need me
But that shit is so misleading
There are ways to stop the bleeding
But that's not what I'm proceeding
I do all this with a meaning
Listen here it's like a meeting
Gather round it's time to see
Life brings you down it's like a beating
There are ways we can survive
I know you think that it's a lie
To tell the truth like so do I
I don't know how I feel inside
Like I have days where I feel lost
With different concepts that I cross
I stay so locked in with my thoughts
I'm out here rocking with the costs
Like me and durst hop on a track
Like we're the worst we sell like crack
Look out on first I lead the pack
Like in a church I learned to rap
I'm with the birds I think it's sad
Take shit in thirds I hit the pad
I'm good with words who said I'm bad
I spit some verbs and say I'm mad
Oh I think I'm something different
Ever since my head went missing
Like I'm at the well I'm wishing
I'm a man with some ambition
No I tend to break tradition
I don't need no damn permission
Back in front I'm in commission
Think I need my recognition
I been blacking out on weekends
See myself I'm in the deep end
Wonder what the fuck I'm seeking
Shit I'm barely fucking breathing
Live a life that's so deceiving
Fight or flight is what I'm seeing
Throw the knife I'm out achieving
All the things that I believe in
I lose myself I hit the wall
I grab my shit I stand up tall
I take a hit I take a fall
My mind is split they call me craw
The flame is lit I do it all
I don't fit in don't take a call
I tend to sin I go withdraw
I think of when I'm out in chalk
I go berserk I count the loss
Put in the work said fuck the cost
Like what's the worst thing I can cross
Like when it hurts I toss the ball
I throw it up I throw it far
It's like I wish upon a star
And now they're falling in my hands
Now take a seat here's all my plans

Written by:
Caden Crawford

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