Craw - self care

I said I never tend to care about the shit I fucking do
And how I don't mean to go scare the ones I love but this is true
The way I'm ripping out my hair because of drugs I choose to use
It's got me saying life ain't fair I don't go use bitch I abuse
I got visions of the way that I will choose to end my life
Full of collisions in my lane like I know that I'll lose the fight
Make my decision while in pain the way I always seem uptight
Move the incision I'm insane one day I know I'll get it right
Don't come up and say what's up
I've enough to flip a truck
But not enough to give a fuck
It's knotted up just like my trust
I've had too much of all of that
I think I'm growing then fall back
The shit I live by on a tat
I'm on the field I'm the next to bat
It's not incidental when I lose my touch I lock the door
I said it's accidental when I take too much I'm on the floor
Like when I crash rental said that's not the first I think it's four
It's all coincidental when I said I'm on more than before
In the back I crush it up like pass the dollar to the front
And when the backup doesn't come I bet they holler bitch I stunt
Don't trip I'll find them then they run I'm off the collar shit I'm blunt
And I don't do this shit for fun I write when I feel on the hunt
I don't even feel alive when I look at the shit I made
I can't deny I want to die when I lace myself up with hate
I can't rely then wonder why I'm stuck outside of heavens gate
Look in my eye and you will find I'm dead at twenty bitch I'll wait
It's not incidental when I lose my touch I lock the door
I said it's accidental when I take too much I'm on the floor
Like when I crash rental said that's not the first I think it's four
It's all coincidental when I said I'm on more than before
It's like I'm screaming to the lord I hope that anyone can help
I'm praying every fucking night I think I'm going down to hell
When I just think about my life I know that shit's not going well
Said when I think about the time I tried to die when I was twelve
It's not incidental when I lose my touch I lock the door
I said it's accidental when I take too much I'm on the floor
Like when I crash rental said that's not the first I think it's four
It's all coincidental when I said I'm on more than before
It's not incidental when I lose my touch I lock the door
I said it's accidental when I take too much I'm on the floor
Like when I crash rental said that's not the first I think it's four
It's all coincidental when I said I'm on more than before

Written by:
Caden Crawford

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