Lil Synt - Go'in Up

Go'in up, now he go'in up, now I'm go'in up, now he go'in up
Sometimes I get high and gotta think about my life
PTSD took over my mind
I looked death right in the face too many times
I might smile but it's deceiving for your eyes
So I write it in a song
And talk about the shit that I've been through
My big bro said he won't leave but now he gone
After conversations like when we be on, its on
Life done changed
Now I got it all, it don't feel the same
I was hoping that I'd see the sun but then it rained
Bro was in the picture now I see him through the frame
I can't take this pain
I seen it all for real but I keep it all concealed
It's hard to be revealed, I'm just trying to get these millions
I'm tired of shedding tears and being in my feelings
Sometimes I get high and gotta think about my life
PTSD took over my mind
I looked death right in the face too many times
I might smile but it's deceiving for your eyes
So I write it in a song
And talk about the shit that I've been through
My big bro said he won't leave but now he gone
After conversations like when we be on, it's on
It's easier said than done
That's why I write about my life
All the rights and wrongs
I'm in the dark and I'm trying to find the light
As many times I tried I still keep going strong
I've been traumatized since a baby
I'm talking seeing homicides on a daily
I wish my dad ain't never crash and I could've saved him
Sometimes I get high and gotta think about my life
PTSD took over my mind
I looked death right in the face too many times
I might smile but it's deceiving for your eyes
So I write it in a song
And talk about the shit that I've been through
My big bro said he won't leave but now he gone
After conversations like when we be, It's on

Written by:
Lateaf Sterling

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