J.D.L & Jmar - Be Somebody (feat. Bonfire Dre)

(Let's go, Jesse)
I've been backstabbed and lied to
Nobody to cry to
If you were in my shoes
You'd probably do what I'd do
I bent a lil' bit but I don't ever fold
But I can't lie I feel the pressure though
Another hit, another drink it wipes my memory
I think that's how the devil tryna get to me
I'm tryna keep my head above water
But I look outside, and it's lookin' like a slaughter
And if i'm bein' real,
I've been marching on with all these open wounds
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?
With all these scars leaking all over the room
I been missed my dawg,
I been missed my cousin
Something's gotta give
There's gotta be somethin'
I've been feeling so uneasy,
Been so long since I had peace
Tell it all right to this microphone,
It's my only release
As the world been steady turning with the browning of the leaves
We get closer to the edge and I hope they remember me
Cause I'm gon' be somebody
They gon' be proud of me
Through the good, the bad and ugly
I hope they love me
And fuck the cars, fuck the houses, won't leave earth with your money
Cause I'm gon' be somebody
They gon' be proud of me
Through the good, the bad and ugly
I hope they love me
And fuck the cars, fuck the houses, won't leave earth with your money
You say you didn't need me
And that's sad cause you're the only one who sees me for who I am
I been tryna keep it real be the best I can
But with these drugs I'm fighting demons I can't sink I swam,
To the surface
Under pressure I be failing cause I'm nervous
Hoping all the work that I put in was fuckin' worth it
I always doubt myself I take the progress and reverse it
I'm the only one who's in my way
Roll a blunt sit back so I don't feel my pain
Face a backwood yeah that's four G's to my face
Cause I was never good enough for anybody to stay
Everything good in my life ends up turning to grey
Depression's got me locked up that shit put me away
Anxiety got me tweakin' I don't know what to say
Life's got me down I been needing a change
I woke up late I missed my appointment
(Oh no)
My whole life felt like a damn disappointment
(God damn)
Lately I'm a mess and been feelin' avoided
I never beat the pain I had to go and join it
I've been feeling so uneasy,
Been so long since I had peace
Tell it all right to this microphone,
It's my only release
As the world been steady turning with the browning of the leaves
We get closer to the edge and I hope they remember me
Cause I'm gon' be somebody
They gon' be proud of me
Through the good, the bad and ugly
I hope they love me
And fuck the cars, fuck the houses, won't leave earth with your money
Cause I'm gon' be somebody
They gon' be proud of me
Through the good, the bad and ugly
I hope they love me
And fuck the cars, fuck the houses, won't leave earth with your money
Had a hard time,
Had a hard time,
Had a hard time without your love
Without your love I'm stuck
You know you one of one
And I'm thankful that I wasn't around I don't deserve that memory
I can feel there ain't nothin left to salvage what you meant to me
Better days, I'm just waiting til' I'm straight
Been in a black hole for a couple hundred days
Only feelin' safe when I know I'm not betrayed
Been livin' at the crib but I feel I've overstayed
When I was thirteen I had some words with Mama and it hurt me,
Hurt dreams
Callin' out for help but no one heard me
A solo kid so please do not disturb me
I know my worth you gotta earn me
Cause now I'm dolo bitch, you can't hurt me
You wasn't here from the start, you don't deserve me
And when you played with my heart, that shit was dirty
You tried to put me through pain and I reversed it
I've been feeling so uneasy,
Been so long since I had peace
Tell it all right to this microphone,
It's my only release
As the world been steady turning with the browning of the leaves
We get closer to the edge and I hope they remember me
(All)
Cause I'm gon' be somebody
They gon' be proud of me
Through the good, the bad and ugly
I hope they love me
And fuck the cars, fuck the houses, won't leave earth with your money
Cause I'm gon' be somebody
They gon' be proud of me
Through the good, the bad and ugly
I hope they love me
And fuck the cars, fuck the houses, won't leave earth with your money
(Jmar, let's fucking go)

Written by:
Andre Gianfrocco, Jack Mardo, Jesse Liguori

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