Craw - confessions

I been thinking smoking drinking yeah I was that you were here
I been blacking out on weekends yeah my vision isn't clear
I been thinking that I'm sinking no you took away the fear
Now I'm faded I ain't blinking said you only have a year
I been gone for fucking weeks but I been tryna fix myself
Like I know that I'm unique I drown it out just like my health
I did things I'll never speak about I'll burn with it in hell
I have nights where I can't sleep but I don't do the kiss and tell
I been sitting here and thinking oh my life feels incomplete
I been tripping over little shit it gets the best of me
I feel caught inside the middle I got shit that's testing me
Live my life like it's a riddle I got shit that's stressing me
Like I need you in my life I'll say that shit a thousand times
I been living out of sight I don't why I waste my time
If it's wrong it feels so right I think i'm fine no that's a lie
I write a song a fucking night I'm so uptight like I could die
Like I love you more life
And that's to my sister and brother
To my granny to my mother
I'm just glad we got each other
Can't forget about my grandpa too
You help me be a better me
It's like I love you to the moon
I go nuts for my family
I been thinking smoking drinking yeah I was that you were here
I been blacking out on weekends yeah my vision isn't clear
I been thinking that I'm sinking no you took away the fear
Now I'm faded I ain't blinking said you only have a year
I been gone for fucking weeks but I been tryna fix myself
Like I know that I'm unique I drown it out just like my health
I did things I'll never speak about I'll burn with it in hell
I have nights where I can't sleep but I don't do the kiss and tell
I been tripping bout the little shit the shit I can't control
I start to think I'm like a sinking ship my heart it has a hole
I start to think I'm overthinking shit there's damage to my soul
You always ask me what I'm thinking shit I'm scared to let you know
I write this shit out from my heart I hope that you can feel my pain
I write this for when it gets dark I hope you see we're all the same
I know i'll go and leave my mark it's hard to breathe I'm all to blame
I try to go and fill my part I tend to leave your name in vain
I think about you all the time I hate the stupid shit I did
I hope we never say goodbye I hated that shit as kid
Like if you go I'm going too what can I say that's how it is
I shouldn't lie now oh it's true I hate the way i'm off the grid
I been thinking smoking drinking yeah I was that you were here
I been blacking out on weekends yeah my vision isn't clear
I been thinking that I'm sinking no you took away the fear
Now I'm faded I ain't blinking said you only have a year
I been gone for fucking weeks but I been tryna fix myself
Like I know that I'm unique I drown it out just like my health
I did things I'll never speak about I'll burn with it in hell
I have nights where I can't sleep but I don't do the kiss and tell

Written by:
Caden Crawford

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