Nil B. B. - Saturday

Saturday is my holy night
Sit back and put my hand on the side
I know you love that
Pain flows away for a while
no need to run back
I pass it up and look at the wall in front of me
Scrawled on and drawn in ink
Can see someone else's memories
The fog and the LEDs create another world
A portal to get through
To people that I barely know
I heard their name a while ago
But really can't remember their face
But when I'm in this place
I feel I can float through their minds
See that writing over there
Really look just like mine
And it feels once again
Like the days when we actually had time
When we could get through a day
Without thinking 'bout what's next
I remember those texts late at night
Our innocence ended up fucking us up
But now we built up trust in a different way
It's good that you're with him
Cause now we communicate
On a whole other level
You a sister to me
And if anyone stabs you in the back
Then I promise I stab them back
In other ways I do miss our younger days
We could feel things
And the world wasn't entitled to get something back
And I liked the way you tended to overreact
Know we all miss it
Now we too numb to prove ourselves right
That's why we try ride through the night
With just our sounds for company
This time of year the city's cold
But with the crew
I feel a blanket wrapped over me
COB, the GC really turned us into a family
If one of us gets on death row
Then we all die together
Don't need to take a break
Cause our circles tighter than ever
Wish I could say the same about the rest of them
Love to waste away the little feeling left
Shredding loyalties
Beefing, fake, and the rest of it
Saturday is the only day I get to get away from it
Saw your eyes water, red for a week afterwards
Wish your childlike innocence wasn't just a facade
Gon' get fucked knowing they minds fucked
Saturday night right in a stranger's loft
Quiet girl, cautious walk
Now I'm seeing you through another's eyes
Changed your mind about stuff real quick
Wonder if I shouldn't've shown you H.O.B.
Codeine drips in your wishful thinking
Wonder if you with him just for the feeling
Portals open, psychedelics glistening
Level up, even if just for aesthetic
God knows since when you're like this
But now fake friends do your bidding
Pop one, they won't take none, no
Tell myself they won't take none, no
They won't take none, I'm tired
Got my phone with me
And I'm hoping you light it
A god gonna tower above me
Been in love from the north side
Riding past the suburbs, smoke rising
Damn they feel fucking endless tonight
I know God like my pain won
Be my safe one
Just know we not safe
We ain't got fucked up yet, take me
A guy I've known since fourth grade
Got four lines on the table
Girls I never imagined
Wanna get lines on the table
Gotta find you, take you far away
Try to survive but now it frightens you
Some days felt you could handle shit
But one day it's gon' take you
I know you gonna wanna stay back
So they take one of your fears out
But I ain't letting you run unknown
Where they automatically do a night flick
So what, this time they gone frame it
As if you were coming to pass right over
Tug on the coat when the passion over
Young and we losing things fast and over
Casanova, seatbelt ain't gonna be fastened no more
They're gonna take you and fly you
Up out of this black hole
They're bumping, they're knocking
They're picking the lock, they're picking the lock
You are really gon' find out 'fore you know it
Long as I don't turn myself in for your love
No, I tell you you hide for nothing
Tell you it's never for nothing
They'll tell you you amount to nothing
Portals open, psychedelics glistening
Level up, even if just for aesthetic
God knows since when you're like this
But now fake friends do your bidding
I warned you, I warned you
I warned you it wasn't gon' end well
I warned you

Written by:
Nil Bermejo Belbase

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