Tony Newbury - 904

I remember chillin back at your place when home wasn’t home
And yeah I made it that way
Laying outside staring at your face
Said I still felt alone but you were there for me
People talkin next to me like I don’t hear it
See your best friends they fucking hate me, that’s clear
Walking late nights smoke a black, let it out
Why I gave you up I'll never know
I could never change
904 Started seeing somebody
732 To drown out the thought of you
Phone off the line, do that shit all the time
Dreaming off a life filled with old times
I miss those days like a horse collar
You got me locked up, I don’t need drama
I’m all alone and it’s my fault
Staring at the sky I’m hoping that I don’t fall
I say now
I don’t know why I do what I do
There may be demons in my mind that made me give up on you
I hate myself, but that’s way before I ever found love
So now I’m thinkin bout a Xanax
Fell in love with these drugs
I’m just a victim tryna play the system
I’m in the field, when I score I feel like something missing
Break her heart, put that shit on my wish list
Every time I start I know I can’t fix this
I know I get too deep, that’s on hold
Ever since the 7th grade I lost my soul
I wish that I could take it back, I don’t know why
Devil got me by the neck, yeah that's full time
I swear to God
If he’s real
I just hope he knows I
Have good intentions
Even though I fuck them up all the time
I hate my self
And it hurts because I know I loved you
I feel that I’d be better off if I just fade away too
I say now
I don’t know why I do what I do
There may be demons in my mind that made me give up on you
I hate myself, but that’s way before I ever found love
So now I’m thinkin bout a Xanax
Fell in love with these drugs
Woah

Written by:
NICHOLAS LIRIM LORENZO

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