Godsviolin - Late Night Feelings

Got all these thoughts inside my head don’t know what’s wrong up in my brain
I close my eyes but stay undead my chest feels like there’s so much pain
I hate these memories of my past wish I could zap em turn them blank
Instead they travel 'round my consciousness begging for one more drank
Had all these sham friends from the San Frans all they did was lie and cheat
They said they loved me to the end but made me cry and feel defeat
I figured what’s the point of keeping them when drugs keep them complete
Do I really need the company of insecure deadbeats
I really need the symphony to come and delete my belief
That there’s a good in every being, stop that you sound so naive
I leave my heart up on my sleeve all of my shadows moan and grieve
Does thou like being foresaken? Does thou like being deceived?
Every time I close my eyes I see the snow they would lift high
Above their hearts, it made them crazy over their arts, it made them lazy
One more cut they’ll be okay, one more cut and they’ll decay
No more worrying bout your friends no more worrying bout their sins
Late night feelings turn to full-time healings
Was a fool before awakening but killed all of the fake in me
I let go of debauchery and now my loves on top of me despite all of your mockery I’ve won the stupid lottery
Smoked so much my mind was lost I didn’t keep good company
My throat was always killing me but I couldn’t stop getting crossed
I let my thoughts take hold of me which led to someone else’s cross
I took his hand and held my breath hoping to conquer sinful death
He showed me light within my heart and taught me right begins with art
Forget about the wrath to start forget about the lust you chart
Remember all the pain you felt? Remember all the pain you dealt?
Remember all the fools that made you feel like you were gonna melt?
Don’t give up on being kind for nastiness is just a crime
You never know who’s gonna crack from all the anger in this world
Believe in me and when I say that judgment acts just like a thug
You never know when you’ll be hit you’ll never know when you’ll be split
Between the evils and the goods either one pulling at your mind
Come and pick what’s on your side come and pick what’s all refined
Just repent and pray for love cause that’s what fills you up inside
Late night feelings turn to full-time healings
Was a fool before awakening but killed all of the fake in me
I let go of debauchery and now my loves on top of me despite all of your mockery I’ve won the stupid lottery

Written by:
Alexa Lee

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