Tillo - Don't Push Me Away

Please don't push me away
Please don't push me away
Please don't push me away
Please don't push me away
Doing my best to not to fall apart
Tears running down while I'm staring at stars
I'm loving the ups cant handle the downs
Lately it feel like my heart pushed around
Going through my day only thinking of you
We stuck in quarantine but I want to see you
I don't really care I'm just really needing you
I wanna be you with you so tell me what to do
Remember everything like all the good times
Remember all the questions we had on FaceTime
Us in my bed and we watched that show
Remember the snaps never felt so close
I need to know
Do you miss me like even at all
I mean I've always said
As long you want me my feelings won’t change
But I'm looking at you hoping feelings the same
This is why I don't open up
This is why I don't fall in love
It is what it is ignore the pain
Ignore the feelings push them away
My heart racing cause I'm so scared
Looking at you
You my greatest fear
You can leave one day just not be there
Nothing I can change life ain't fair
I asked you
Are you mine
You said no yeah
That’s fine
I looked back said do you promise
You looked back said yes I promise
I never got the chance to really show you me
Never got the chance but now I'll let you be
I'm sorry I'm not the man that I told you I could be
I guess I never got the chance but let it go in peace
What do I tell my friends
What do I tell my fam
What do I do on the days
The days I thought we had plans
Im not mad at you
I'm just mad at me
Mad at what my past
Really made me be
Time feels like it's going slow
Tell me you don't feel the same
I just feel I can't no more
I don't post don't share my pain
Give me a chance that’s really real
Hold you tight really make you feel
I'm a thief for your heart so let me steal
Give me a chance that’s really real
Hit me with a text said can we talk
Said that’s fine cause I wasn’t shocked
I'm on my way
I'm outside
Little did I know this would be the last night
My heart dropped you said we should end
I can't even process like why we gotta end
Everything going on its not the right time
But last week you said you promised you were mine
Now im thinking back I was happy at the time
Fighting the tears like I don't wanna cry
All I wanna do right now is hold you tight
You kept repeating it doesn’t feel right
Said this isn’t what you want
But its what you need
Now I'm staying up at night
Cause I cant sleep
Its been a couple weeks
And I still feel the pain
Its been a couple weeks
Nothing feels the same

Written by:
Frankie Castillo

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