Shelter Cove - That's Just the Healing

I miss my mom and my dad and my dog and my little brother
This whole brand new everyday life has become such a wonder
And I don't really know how I'll feel about it tomorrow
But right now it feels heavy on my shoulders
So maybe I'll just sleep the pain away
No, I can't do that
My mom would be so disappointed in me
So I'll just
Open my eyes and look at the ceiling
I'll probably cry but that's just the healing
That's just the healing
Try not to make a story in my head
Try not to think of all of the endings
And what I am missing
But that's just the healing
Right?
That's just the healing
Right?
I wish that I could push over these walls and build a resistance
But I just get so sad that I'm barely existing
I guess I just thought that 22 would be different
But lately it's been drinking coffee and distance
And maybe I'm just overdramatic as hell
But I guess that's part of the growing up
And just learning about myself
So I'll just
Open my eyes and look at the ceiling
I'll probably cry but that's just the healing
That's just the healing
Try not to make a story in my head
Try not to think of all of the endings
And what I am missing
But that's just the healing
Right?
That's just the healing
Right?
Well it's not
Anything I thought it would be
But I know
It'll be alright eventually
And I think
My mom would be so proud of me for just trying
So I'll just
Open my eyes and look at the ceiling
I'll probably cry but that's just the healing
Open my eyes and look at the ceiling
I'll probably cry but that's just the healing
That's just the healing
Try not to make a story in my head
Try not to think of all of the endings
And what I am missing
But that's just the healing
Right?
That's just the healing
Right?

Written by:
Abbie Garrett, Andy Modaff, Ethan Forrest

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