Prxdigy - Reminiscing

Can't seem to get around all these bad memories
Pushing everyday, fighting back all the misery
Can't seem to get along with the trilogy
It's messing me up can't do it it's killin me
I don't know why, I don't know why
Get it out my head I can't get it out my head
Wasting my time, wasting my time
I'm just trynna do my best I'm just trynna catch my breathe
I remember the day when I was hurting
I ain't perfect I have a lot of burdens
Waking up in the morning hearing the birds chirping
But lately I haven't heard none of that so I know it's gonna be a bad day
I can't seem to get the thoughts out my head I don't know if I can make it through the day
They always throw me under the bus
I just wanna fit in
I just wanna fit
I can't do anything cause I'm locked up in chains
I'm always stuck here, just holding back pain
Trynna keep it to myself
I don't trust nobody else
I'm so zoned out, can't even trust myself
I don't know if I can keep holding it back
When all these niggas round me keep stabbing my back
What if they don't want me they only stay for the bags
All the times they broke me I put it all in my tracks
I'm losing count
All the times I was happy, I never found
Nobody here for me I'm falling down
Who's gonna help me up
They don't want me now
It hurts to say that I'm depressed
It hurts to know that I'm obsessed
And I'm so sorry I kept my life suppressed
I even lied to my counselor
Asked if I'm okay I was always lied to her
I'm just fine, devil on my shoulder
I really should've told her
I'm dying inside
When you come around all the demons they hide
When I'm all alone they all tell me to die
So many days I almost left, no goodbyes
So much pain down deep inside
It's so much I have to hide
Why do I try
Why do I try
I should let it out
The devil in side I should get him out
Cause I'm tired of this
I don't wanna be here I'm so tired of this
But if I go down then the devil he wins
I gotta keep fighting I'll make through this
I've gotta keep pushing or y'all never hear this
Not like y'all wanna hear this
Why would y'all wanna hear this

Written by:
Christopher Aguilar

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