Gee $uade - Honestly

I was just a young king with a young dream
But now I’m all grown up and I’ve seen things
For what it really was every single day of living the same life
But never really moving up
I was thinking in my room one day
When asked about my life what type of words I would say
I have always played it safe and even tho I’ve been to hell and back
I’ve never been the type to say grace
That being said
If I ever went back in time
I would probably do the same things again
Even though I wasn’t popular I always did good in the end
Even though I didn’t have a lot of friends
See I was as always on the grind since a young age
Back in school before a dude had ever got paid
I was never worried bout if I did it right
See I was only trynna live my mother fucking life
And in the end
When every thing is all said and done
I just really hope a fella had fun
I never thought twice
About any mistakes in my life
I just know I always played my cards right
Never tryna start a fight cause I’m just here to keep the hype
Down a bunch of drugs and do it all again the next night
But for what
Still stuck in the same middle class ass cabin
Rolling doobies just so I can get a buzz man fuck
And its senseless the way I have to pretend this
Reckless lifestyle is worthing investing
Everything I have it ain’t much a guitar at the pad
And dedication that'll make any living person go mad
And it just ain’t right
To know that at any god given moment you could die
And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in
All I know is that I gotta keep breathing
And it just ain’t right
To know that at any god given moment you could die
And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in
All I know is that I gotta keep breathing
You know I always took the world for what it is
So how the fuck am I suppose to raise a couple kids
When all they really are is money and that is something I don’t have
Time is moving forward somehow I wish it would turn back
How am I surrounded by people yet Im alone
And how the fuck this house don’t feel like a home
I've been stabbed in the back now i’m bleeding through my soul
Even tried to sew it up but then it turned to a hole
Now I’m wondering the streets and I got nothing to lose
While other people here buying thousand dollar shoes,
Not a dollar to my name gotta get it how I can
No shame in my game cause it’s time to be a man
I’ll be working double shifts till the day that I die
That’s alright as long as I have lived my life
I don’t care if I die alone or even know whats on the other side
As long as that I know I did it on my own
It’s a shame to know exactly how to play the game
I maybe making hella moves but what I'm doing is the same
I got a 9 to 5 I’ll be working everyday and night
Until that I die so that my kids could survive
And when they’ve grown I really finally hope they understand
That everything I did I did it for them according to the plan
Even though I wasn’t perfect I was always here to stay
Tell the girls daddy's coming home cause I am on my way
And it just ain’t right
To know that at any god given moment you could die
And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in
All I know is that I gotta keep breathing
And it just ain’t right
To know that at any god given moment you could die
And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in
All I know is that I gotta keep breathing

Written by:
Giovanny Nava

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