Wax Patter - Self

I been through some bad things
Simple lower class things I guess
Nothing surprises me nowadays there's no test
So there's no answers to force I'm not playing
Not too many friends and no mentors they're not in this storybook
Am I overanalyzing everything somehow
I can justify not to bother with names and now
I can walk through crowds so invisible
Not to mention every crooked step i take produces a haze
Ain't no one to save me surprise
I gotta know em from a distance they done faded in hindsight
I been young and I been dumb and I've told silly ass lies
And if it wasn't for that maybe i'da stuck in their minds
Maybe I'da stuck in their hearts
Maybe not either way I survived
I'm embarrassed at my light I let most of it die and
Now I want it back
I got left behind but I'm not done just yet
Imma try to shine even though i done seen some bad things yeah
Sposed to know
Sposed to know
I know now
And I
And I
And I
I
Struggle with maintaining my composure
Kept a bottle in the corner of my nightstand every morning
I don't sip it I just pour up
Why kind of something am I
Every time I pass a mirror why can't I just look in my own eyes
There is no more white all I see is hurting
I'm a symptom of remembering I know why I'm in a hurry
They said I would never see thirty
So here I am
A different kind of man so come and take me then yeah
Sposed to know
Sposed to know
I know now

Written by:
Darren Yeats

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