Enkay 47 - Sober

It's like I live two different lives
At exactly the same time
If I don't change my life here soon
Then I'll probably lose my mind

Life is moving too fast
Too fast
Too fast
My life is moving too fast
Too fast
Too fast

I wanna be sober
But every time I try, I fail
Devil on my shoulder
If I don't change my life here soon
Then my life is over

My life is like a roller coaster
It's like I'm going over
The ocean walking a tight rope
With a roll of quarters

It's like I'm driving locomotives
Into corner stores
And throwing caution to the wind
Like an enormous storm

I hate the life that I was given
So I've gotta change it
Take my future and wishes
So I can rearrange them

Fate and reality differ
But they're each amazing
You can be who you wanna be
It's habituation

I'm tryna make myself proud and my family too
Nathan what happened to you
Nathan you haven't improved
All you do is talk
You never take the action or move
You're so dramatic
And nothing fucking matters to you

An internal war with the angels above me
Satan's on my shoulder and saying that he wants me
I feel confused I just want someone to love me
Don't know what to choose
I just want someone to

I don't love myself but I'm trying
If I don't love myself am I dying
I don't love myself but I'm trying
I'm trying

I'm tryna be sober
But every time I try, I fail
Devil on my shoulder
If I don't change my life here soon
Then my life is over

Life is moving too fast
Too fast
Too fast
My life is moving too fast
Too fast
Too fast

Written by:
Nathan Kawaguchi

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