Mad Martian - Better Man

I look in your green eyes
Such a mesmerizing sight
You're perfect to me, can't you see why (Why)
What do you mean are you blind (No)
The fights are getting worse
I'm tired you are calling me a liar
Treating me like dirt
This ain't no game, there is something more behind it
You wanna see me hurt and cry in pain
Insert the foulest words we curse in vain
'Cus the next day, we just wake up
Next to each other, in our bed
After driving one another insane
'Till the late hours, call me mad
Yeah right, throw them plates and bottles
Go claim the victim role, they would never hate a model
Go blame the unfixable alcoholic man, he's so violent
I'm so abysmal
You're a bitch, I'm the mutt
What's the difference between us
We just wanna fuck, same ends different means
If there's love in it or not, stop living in a dream
It's quite contradictory, I couldn't see
The minute you started to gaslight, got me blind and pleading
Apologizing for apparent treason
I fell for your traps, mind is (Mines) is keeping me from leaving
All I want to be is a better man
I'm doing my best, I reach for your hand
But I see the devil in our eyes
You're my reflection, in disguise
All I want to be is a better man
I'm doing my best, I reach for your hand
But I see the devil in our eyes
You're my reflection, in disguise
Uhm, yeah
No I understand, like it's more difficult I assume
I don't know, it's just different
Yeah
Stop the fights there is too much fire
We need lots of ice, the entire north pole wouldn't suffice
We are lost and we both deny it
Even when suffering from frostbite, we'd rather not lock eyes
And tell the opposite of lies
All this pain is costing me a life
Yours or mine, I can't stomach the thought of you with another guy
Think I'm getting nauseous I'm getting toxic
Our trips to the tropics ended up in the garbage
Stuck in the process of breaking apart
We're becoming monsters, let's have a trip to Loch ness
You're mysterious and an imposter
I can't get my head around ya and you can't keep a promis
Our conversations are nothing but confirmations
That the two of us together, are nothing but abominations
Why, I just want to cut you out of my life
Get out of my dreams, I can't believe this debacle
Why, can't we live in peace
Our novel burned to charcoal all we do is tumble
In this jungle, we are good people
But as a couple quite dysfunctional
All I want to be is a better man
I'm doing my best, I reach for your hand
But I see the devil in our eyes
You're my reflection, in disguise
All I want to be is a better man
I'm doing my best, I reach for your hand
But I see the devil in our eyes
You're my reflection, in disguise

Written by:
Indra Surkijn

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