Jul-Z - The Talk

I was hoping one day we could go and have the talk
It don't matter where it is we could even go on a walk
And it's mostly for me because I was never really taught
How to show my emotions and put everything on the spot
But it never fucking happened and now I'm feeling so lost
And i never could of imagined and never woula thought
That I'd never get to tell you what i felt and what i sought
Feeling stale like i am cardboard I guess it's time to unbox
I can't get enough of you it's looking like affinity
Affected by your love and it's an outbreak epidemically
I'm fidgeting so frigidly I cant think of a simile
I'm feeling all these feelings you can call it femininity
Yea
Like it's time to put an end to me
And Put it in perspective i could love you times infinity
Admittedly epiphanies are suddenly just hitting me
Like you could never imagine like what you really did to me
I tell you that you're beautiful
I'm trapped inside this cubicle
I want to let you know that you are far from all the usual
It's scutrable
I wish that it was mutual
I wish that we could go and find a way to make this suitable
It's crucible
And Maybe I'm delusional
And maybe it's not doable
But maybe we could find a way to make this institutional
But maybe it's immutable
And we are nonrenewable
And I just wish that i could find a way to make this provable
I don't even know if I can keep on keeping on
I wish that you could just hear me i don't like to make these songs
I'm hoping that you don't listen this shit is sounding so raw
I am talking bout you publicly doing everything wrong
For a minute
I was livid
I'm hoping that you don't get it
And I'm tryna live my life but this shit is a fucking gimmick
And I'm timid for the women that shit is a fucking given
But with you I'm brand new and I really do not get it
I can see you perfectly the image is so vivid
And i know I always lie but imma try to be indicative
And now that you know that all of my interests are definitive
I'd tell you what i feel but i cant find another synonym
From your side of things and all these feelings unsolicited
My actions in the past and i was always fucking intricate
I never opened up and i was never really intimate
I tell you what i thought but it was always in the littlest
Imprisonment
It's imminent
I'll never feel significant
Again in my life and nothing will ever be equivalent
I tell them that I'll live but I don't know if that's legitimate
I tell it to myself but I've never been that articulate
I never see you anymore and everything is different
When we were together i ain't cherish it I'm ignorant
The way that you would look at me when i was speaking gibberish
And now it's all a memory I'm living in this bitterness
Can we take a seat so i can tell you what you mean to me
I didn't go to places with you only for the scenery
I went with you to places cause i knew that you would be with me
That's kinda cliche
Let me think about a scene to be
Life's a box of chocolates
I wonder why you're sweet to me
I'm hanging on this Ferris wheel
I'm holding on to guarantee
The boat done crashed into the ice
Only one can leave
I'm freezing in this water from the ice
Can you sing to me
I don't wanna lie that was kinda sounding cute
And my life is always quiet so I'm always kinda mute
I wont say that I'm biased but i don't know if that's the truth
But my life is only ever exciting when I'm with you
And I know I'm good with lies
But know I'm telling the truth
And i feel like you could tell
The way I'm looking at you
From a distance you might miss it but close up like what a view
Cause you glisten in an instant I'm opening up to you
A little too late and i guess I'm looking for some closure
I'm Sitting in the back and my feelings are taking over
They driving me crazy because I told them they could chauffeur
I hear your name in public still looking over my shoulder
Yea
Up and down like it's a coaster
What's the point in trying this shit is so fucking over
We don't even talk anymore it's like i don't know ya
You mention me on socials got me feeling even lower
Maybe i could move on and i find another person
But she hurting cause I'm nervous and i don't know if its certain
A conversion to new version but what if it isn't working
I'm a burden to her hurting cause it's you in all my verses
She worsens from the bourbon and you know she don't deserve it
A dispersion of the persons cause it's you I'm only yearning
I'm a servant to your service and she's
telling me it's worsened
Reassertion to my searching cause its you who holds my purpose
Yea

Written by:
Julian Almazan

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