Elisione - scared of who ?!?

I be gazing at the stars wishing I was there
Momma said that imma be a star, I guess life isn't fair
Momma said that one day ill go far, but I still don't know where
Trauma make this growing shit real hard, I guess life doesn't care
One day imma set the bar so high they'll say he cant compare
One day imma write these bars so fire, then they'll start to care
One day imma start to fly, but right now I'm just stuck down here
How the fuck I get so far behind, I guess life isn't fair
I guess life isn't fair
Want my art to stop you in your tracks, make you sit and stare
Wanna touch some hearts with all these raps, some hi hats, and a snare
Wanna start a sound, when they look back see I was always there
I'm scared, scared what I do ain't helping, it's just holding me back
Scared i wont last, scared all I do is destined to just fade into black
Scared of the past, scared of the future, present, scared of growing too fast
I'm scared of the fact that I spent all my youth just stressing, now I wanna go back
Mom scared by the life I'm living, time slip when I write these writtens
Please gimme a sign if this hit, if you gave one already I guess I missed it
Hell world guess life's a prison, spending all my time just sitting
My mind been goin to shit and I'm still tryna find out why I should finish
Still finding what I should do different, still blind to the light I'm missing
Still here can't find my mission, still feel guilt bout the life I was given
Still wish I wasn't so distant, never works when I try to fit in
Every chance I always miss it, every time I don't know what to say
Every time I go outside they all just walk the other way
Always try so hard to find out what I gotta do to hang
Know that's why I stay inside my shell because it's always safe
I've been slighted all these times so maybe I should stay away
Caught inside all of the he said she said until I break
Every night I always regret how I spent all my day
Close my blinds they wonder he dead he dead is he ok
Guess I'm alright just wanna forget everything I've ever said

Written by:
Jordan Cathcart

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