Jay-J - Disappear (feat. Jud Flores)

The taste of whiskey got me trippin' on my misery
The world is spinning, shits so blurry and it's hard to breathe
Rather be poisoned by myself than by the lies of someone else
Rather die in no one's arms than someone's bid farewell

Oooh
Got a lot inside my head
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I just wanna disappear
Not the words you wanna hear
But I will, I fear

Never been the one to lie, but can't you see I lied for you
Always been so scared to try, but don't you know I'd die for you
You threw it all away
No ground for me to stay

The pain I deal with, wish they could feel it
The faith I built, it got burned into bits
Inhale cigarettes, to make me feel better
But the way I treat myself, I don't even feel that special
Burns on my arms, these cuts and my scars
Can't define my intuition of me leaving my spot
Too much loss in my head, I lay in my bed
Smoking all the pain away so I could slowly be dead
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Oooh
Got a lot inside my head
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I just wanna disappear
Not the words you wanna hear
But I will, I fear

Written by:
Jeremiah Sharma, Jud Flores

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