Jade-Luke - CAN'T LET GO

Can't let go
These thoughts in my head
Wanting me dead
Breaking me down
Don't wanna face the truth
Can't let go
These nightmares and dreams
They all feel the same
They're breaking me down
I'm not the same no more
I lost it all
I cannot find it again
I lost myself
I cannot find me again
Avoid the truth
I sit in silence again
Tired of acting like I can be saved
Truth be told I really love pain
Truth be told I know what I'm doing when I leave everyone behind
Trap myself just to see if I can escape
And if I can't then my demons win
Only 21 but I'm sleeping on my deathbed already
You don't wanna know what I do for my sanity
Looking at the bottle and it looks like a friend to me
Looking at the pills and I pray to god I stay strong
Sadness in my mind been going on for too long
All the temptations are hunting me down
Hating myself is my favourite vice
Cause myself pain when I'm all alone
No one can stop me I'm in control
I lost it all
I cannot find it again
I lost myself
I cannot find me again
Avoid the truth
I sit in silence again
I must be immune to Cupid cause I will never love myself mhm
I hope my mom still got a receipt cause I wanna go back to the afterlife
I will never see my self worth
So leave me alone cause I'll never change
Self-pity with no self-love makes the man who I am today
That's the perfect recipe for an ugly mess
That's the perfect recipe for what I am now
Wait, can't change my ways I am who I am
I don't wanna change I'm staying the same I've ran out of love
Fuck your petitions I'm staying myself
Fuck your conditions I'm leaving on my own
I don't wanna stay here no more
Can't let go
These thoughts in my head
Wanting me dead
Breaking me down
Don't wanna face the truth
Can't let go
These nightmares and dreams
They all feel the same
They're breaking me down
I'm not the same no more
I lost it all
I cannot find it again
I lost myself
I cannot find me again
Avoid the truth
I sit in silence again
I wonder if anyone will ever wake up and see that I'm special, see that I'm special
I wonder if anyone will ever wake up and see that I'm special, see that I'm special

Written by:
Jade-Luke Booysen

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