Suicidal Kyle - Clouds

Up in the clouds
Up in my doubts
Shout and I pout
When you hurt me ow
Wow
It's the same shit again
All I ever wanted was a friend
Never got that
Not content
And everyone else that comes my way from friends to family
They lie to my face
Tell me it's okay
Tell me they don't know
Tell me they confused
If I had to choose
It would be drugs over you and everyone
Never over anything
Can't even overdose
Know I tried once
Think I'll try again
Can you be my friend
Talking to the LSD
Talking to the molly
Talking to the nicotine
I'm a young dope fiend
Grab the rope please
Don't hang me from the trees
Hang me from the moon
See me swinging by noon
Up through the clouds
It's getting kind of loud
You're in a black shroud
My corpse is in a casket
My head is in a basket
Death by guillotine
Life of dishonor
Upset my father
So why are you crying?
Everyone knew I'm dying
It's not that surprising
I could see past the horizon
And see everyone that was ever close to me lying
Trying to wonder just why I couldn't survive until the phone went live and the ambulance arrived
Maxed out pain
Life is a game
See it through bullet time
I don't even wanna die
But then I down a bottle of good old Pinot Grigio as I ease a knife
I'm just gonna go
Look at the clouds
As I geek on the ground
Head starts to pound
Then I'm not around
Drown my pain in cigarettes and sex
That's a lie
More like
Cigarettes and wine
Hiding in a nightclub
I don't like the crowd
Going outside to stare at the clouds
Even though it's night
But that's alright
Because I'm getting high
And I'm getting high
And I'm getting high
And I'm getting high
And I'm getting high
And I'm getting high
And I'm getting high
And I'm getting high
And I'm getting high

Written by:
Kyle Spano

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