BraedenV - Backwards (Demo) [Prod. By Sighost]

Time's up
You better make your mind up
My tears have finally dried up
I think I need to wise up
Boy
Yeah
This is your reminder
You always felt like
You were an outsider
You put up those dividers
Uh-huh
You know you could hear me
Clear as day
If only you would just remove
All of your blinders
I used to feel inspired
Before all this transpired
Another day I wake up
Feeling tired
I need to be rewired
In my brain
Or maybe you can just
Simply explain
Why I'm being dragged
Down by all of this pain
I'm spiraling around the drain
I went and made the same mistake again
And now I spend my nights awake
I don't know how much more of this I can take

And it feels like I'm walking backwards
I've been looking everywhere
Searching around for all the answers
All I found was these disasters
Not a happy ever after
Girl you're all I ever wanted
Is there nothing I can do
And would it even matter
I'm walking backwards
It feels like I'm walking backwards
Backwards

I tried so hard to break these patterns
Why is it that every year I feel a little bit sadder
I burnt the old book
Now I'm trying to write up a new chapter
I overheard the voices
Time to cut out all that rude chatter
You can heal your heart
I know it hasn't been too shattered
Boy you've got to move past her
This unrequited love has become my new vice
And it truly is a cruel master
I'm walking backwards
It feels like you got me backwards
Backwards
It feels like I'm walking backwards

Written by:
Braeden Van Asperen

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