Our Last Daze - Community Lettuce

Don't act surprised I'm not pretending
I'm an irresponsible loaf toasted both sides
I can't seem to find the balance of my spending
I'm a sinking ship trying to patch the water gushing through the hole
But you, you turn me to stone

So I run so far way
But it's not far enough

Completely stressed out my mind
Life always grinding
The dollars are spent while my backs on the scale
I waste all my time hoping so blindly
This is the day when my youth can be lived
The day is my death
Awaiting so patient
I cough up my lungs as my liver turns pale
I find all my peace ruining things
Including my life with a sweet recipe of you

You turn me to stone
So I run so far away
But it's not far enough

I slowed down my rhyme with the passing of time
What I used to be is a memory that's gone
I look at my hands all tattered and damned
What I want to be is a memory that's gone

I've been here to long and it's more than misleading
See all your teeth your smile's deceiving
I don't react, I'm holding back
I bite my tongue because it's not the way

I've been here to long my anxiety is crazy
Searching the world for the soul that you gave me
I don't react, I'm holding back
I bite my tongue because it's not the way

I've been here to long now I'm falling asleep
Making new friends with the shadows and creeps
I don't react, I'm holding back
I bite my tongue because it's not the way

I've been here to long my anxiety is crazy
Searching the world for the soul that you gave me
I don't react, I'm holding back
I bite my tongue because it's not the way

I carry on for some luck if it's true enough
While everyone tells me to shut the fuck up
I won't stop just because they say so
'holding back because it's not the way
I get spit on, misspelled, and cut off
Everyone says I'll never be good enough
There's nothing wrong for believing in the underdog
I bite my tongue because it's not the way
And they wasted it time holding out on the beauty of a simple life
Step out the box just a little while
You're so certain it's not the way
And I wasted time sleeping all day and partying all night
Pissing on my money like it caught on fire
I'm holding back because it's not the way

Written by:
Mitchell Meitler

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