Jay 1:40 - Bring Me Down

I need
Someone here right now
To come bring me down
To come bring me down
Down
Down
I need someone right here to stop all the thoughts going off in my head
'Cause I just keep telling them to go away but they only say that they want me dead
When I go to bed, the part between silence and being asleep is making me dread
Me getting some rest, no wonder I'm tired so much
Yeah it's hard to sleep when you have to fend for yourself
I'm in a world where dreams bleed, I can't stop anything in here right now
I sent an S.O.S out, worried I'm broken and that I might drown
I can't remember when I had a genuine moment and thought that I'd smile
It's hard when it's all mental, how the fuck am I supposed to fight sound?
I can't so I got to pretend, that I'm fine when I'm not living in the deep end
In my mind while I'm dying's where I'm yelling "Please send
Me a light to help fight all my inner demons
'Cause I can't do it alone" And my heart's been turning into a stone
I been searching trying to find a new home, it ain't working getting harder to hold
Onto things that make life worth all the suffering, 'cause too often now I been wondering
If the other side has less of hurting, if trying suicide is still under me
I don't wanna die but I hate myself, so I torture me till I break myself
But I am the one who has made myself, so it has to be me to change myself
I need
Someone here right now
To come bring me down
To come bring me down
Down
Down
I need someone right here to stop all the thoughts going off in my head
'Cause I just keep telling them to go away, but they always stay and make me regret
Me not giving death the green light to take my soul
There's a part of me that still feels I'm meant
To endure the trials for a better life but for me to get there I've got to mend
All these open wounds, I should learn to heal
So I stop being burdened by what's not real
Could try medicating to help me feel
Like a normal person but in the deal
Do I give up a part of me? I can't do what I love if it's hard to be
Me in full, yeah it's always been dark in these
Roads I roam, and they're constantly harming me, leave me alone
So much hate
I just keep yelling at them to go away
But they've insisted that they will always stay
I just keep yelling at them to go away
There's no escape
I need
Someone here right now
To come bring me down
To come bring me down
I need
Someone here right now
To come bring me down
To come bring me down
Down
Down

Written by:
Joshua Alvarez

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