Solo DJ - Final Chapter

Lately i've been tryna deal with things, but really I can't deal with it
I been dealing with some things that I really can't speak on
Long live mauri, yea that was lit bro fasho
Yea I lost a lot of brothers that i can't get back
When new people come around I be like begone
Ima real antisocial person I don't like talking
My momma look me in my eyes and said boy you just like yo daddy
I've been venting to the mic for the longest yea I can't stop
They be telling me dj you gotta stop holding in this pain
I've been tryna get somewhere, so I can get a peace of mind
Shawty came up in my life and she really made me happy
I was dealing with somethings and she still been on my side
All my diamonds be dancing now, yea I had them fake chains
I remember all them times we didn't have no change
I remember looking refrigerator it wasn't nun
I remember that day when I had lost my bro
I had lost Dee, then I almost lost Jennifer
2019 yea I lost my auntie
I was dealing with a lot of things at that time
I was dealing with depression ain't nobody really know
I was spitting to this mic,ain't nobody really felt me
Yea I'm clutching on my nina when I hear the opps speak
I get a text from my baby, she be like baby be safe
Cause she know how crazy I get, I can lose my mind
I call jada yea you know she be like bub be safe
I know some of my potnas they praying on my downfall
I don't really care, cause Ima forever do me
I be playing dumb but I'm really smart dawg
Feel like DDG cause my sister can't have no boyfriend
Just talk to big bra yesterday he talkin about crashing out
I told big brother he can't crash out cause you gotta daughter
And if you crash today, yea the streets gon be ha father
Cause you was born up in these streets, you don't want that for your daughter
And I be giving advice to these people, but can't I take it
I be dealing with a lot, and they still judge
Shoutout to my brother kj he survived the crash
People thought we had a love life cause we was so close
Man I'm starting to regret that I hopped out
If I wouldn't never hopped you wouldn't be dead
They ain't even look my brother in his eyes dawg
I lost duke like a year ago
I been feeling like I'm Chase McLaren
I be talking iT, he be like lil bra just be safe
I be talking maal, he say lil brudda you gon blow
I been living like a rockstar, yea they can't stop me
You ain't in my set forreal if you ain' tryna chase a bag
I ain't even did the race, but I beat the case
Me and my momma yea we used to be homeless
Now look at us now, we tryna live lavish
I know they hate to see us when like lil kodak
I feel like kuzco cuz I done hit another lick
I seen my auntie in that casket yea that really hurt me
I talk to Jennifer on that phone, yea that really hurt
Pain three yea this gonna be the one they feel
Hol time I feel like, I really need somebody to love
I ain't got nobody really to love me

Written by:
Donye' Johnson

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