Javelin - Amaretto

Once a year I see you, cherry-headed
Auntie keeps bringing you near & I'm barely dead again from the caring, get it
Not likely you'll see what's in my psyche, break
Sedatives, zesty metta metal taste in my tethered brain
Wheel of time we're stopping atop, wish I could just travel inside myself & find out why I think a lot
About your smile, freckled face & wild spirit
Mild, weary feeling I'm concealing, looking into your eyes & vaporized
But little do you know
That when you go
It pulls at my chest like two ropes attached to my rationale & my tendency to be so emo
Please don't
Giggle again or I think I'll reach over & seize your sweet soul
& We know by now that it isn't really happening
Two sides of me feeling silly when you laugh again
I wanna kiss your eyes
God, I miss your smile
What have I done so vile
I've been coveting when there's not a chance in fuck
That you'll ever understand this forbidden love
Did you take flight with me here
The wheel of time we climbed so high
The rhymes I'd like to say, I'd write away if you'd let me die tonight
Amaretto with lime & I am high as the power lines
If you were older, goddammit if you were grown up but you're just a little soldier
& I'm just an old stoner
My phone's working so why don't phone it
Silly rabbit, this shit is tricky & she's a kid, alone in
These emotions I smolder
Seeking sober, I shouldered the weekends even when devilish reeking amaretto was closer
Than a heartbeat, a mark leaves me darkly, it unfolds, a target for archery
Love bolt shot at me, one note is ringing so true in me consciously that I gotta stop this heat
Doused in agua to fend off the forest fire
Swirling & the fortress spires warped like morphing sirens
Hoard of fickle tyrants tickle my desires nightly
& You're still smiling
I'm in love with a child's mind
Whirlwinds will violently turn you girlfriend if I try it
So when the time is right for you to open your eyelids
It's just a number & I'm just numb again from the amaretto with lime
High as the power lines
& We know by now, that it isn't really happening
Two sides of me feeling silly when you laugh again
I wanna kiss your eyes
God, I miss your smile
What have I done so vile
I've been coveting when there's not a chance in fuck
That you'll ever understand this forbidden love
Cherry-headed, you send glaring messages into the never-ness inside my never letting up, malevolent
Developed sense of selling this attempt to just embellish myself
& Make it seem like I'm really something else
Cherry-headed, you send glaring messages into the never-ness inside my never letting up, malevolent
Developed sense of selling this attempt to just embellish myself
& Make it seem like I'm really something else
When I'm not
Did you take flight with me here
The wheel of time we climbed so high
The rhymes I'd like to say, I'd write away
If you'd let me die tonight

Written by:
Kyle Spear

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