TheyCallMeGant - Anxiety

I wanna look into your eyes and see your heart shine
When it's just faded grey it saddens me and breaks mine
I wanna light it up I want you to just kiss me
Cause any day now I'll be gone and you will miss me
So many failures I wish I would just change it
Old conversations I find myself to just erase them
My momma said be patient, my dad said it's a game man
You gotta find yourself first before you go and date them
They gave me that good advice that real life emotions
Didn't help now I'm hiding out and I'm drinking all of my potions
Tryna find a bad bitch to help me I'm hopeless
You don't wanna see that part of my mind I've never spoken
That shit is damn near broken and I promise you that
But when I get knocked down I'm getting right back on the track
I swear you fake motherfuckers don't know how to react
When I make it to the top I swear I'll come for your neck
You think you know me no you don't I'm my own man
I might be broken but I'm still growing showing emotions
I'm hopeless and I need you to just know this know this
Anxiety, is killing me but I'm still growing
I'm still growing for you
I told you my life was fucked up
Those long nights being too drunk
3 am just tryna find love
But all I got was drugs
Use to have some really good friends, atleast I thought I did
But all they gave me was an alcoholic convention
More girls than you could count
But none of them ever did work out
They should me what I didn't want so that way I could find true love
And I guess that is you by the way you're looking in my eyes
Don't believe what you see because I'm rotten on the inside
But you still stayed and showed me that life's gonna be okay
After a few months everything went back to the fucking rain
I guess I won't be able to get rid of this hurtful pain
Before I die I just want people to know my fucking name
You think you know me no you don't I'm my own man
I might be broken but I'm still growing showing emotions
I'm hopeless and I need you to just know this know this
Anxiety, is killing me but I'm still growing
I'm still growing for you

Written by:
Michael Gantkowski

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