Justo Hill - Autumn (feat. Krichell Amor)

I wanna go back to my days as a kid
And only my happiest moments can be relived
Cuz now that I'm older, the days seem longer
My heart got colder, the drinks got stronger
Now I'm tryna shake my past, student loans on my ass, plus my own mind fucking with me
N right now I got a lot of self doubt, plus my pockets in a drought so my mama acting funny with me
Back in 2013 thats when shit got real
Dropped up out of school tryna help out with the bills
I wish that I could chill but I'm tryna keep a balance
It's hard to get a grip man I wish I had some things talons
I look up to the sky praying for a sign to pop out
I hope that Jesus walks with this college dropout
Cuz knowledge can't stop niggas from pulling glochs out
Or 12 shooting me n them letting the cop out

When it all falls down like autumn
I know I got way more blessings than problems
When it all falls down like autumn
I know I got way more blessings than problems
When it all falls down like autumn
I know I got way more blessings than problems
When it all falls down like autumn
I know that I'll be good even if I don't solve em

Heard Lies get retold seen dreams get resold
I can't forget the day my mama car get repoed
Hey congress why our bills can't get vetoed
N If you got a real answer please let me know
Battled my anxiety which led to no sobriety
I got to the point that I want ppl lie to me
It can be worse, but it also can be better
A lot of times I felt sick aint think that I'd get better
I used to think bout ending it n leave behind a letter
But my sister watching me so I gotta pull together
Instead I'm in my room with my headphones to vibe
Bumping Pac Cole Hov Ye Sean n Nas
And as I vibed I felt a lil better bout my probs
Plus I had my faith like I'm Biggie in the 90s
Can't lie man it's wearing on me mentally
It's getting to the point I question if this meant for me

When it all falls down like autumn
I know I got way more blessings than problems
When it all falls down like autumn
I know I got way more blessings than problems
When it all falls down like autumn
I know I got way more blessings than problems
When it all falls down like autumn
I know that I'll be good even if I don't solve em

I know that I'll be good even if I don't solve em
I know that I'll be good even if I don't solve em

Man I can't lie lord knows I've been stressing
But I can't let none of that block my blessings
I'm tryna put on for my city stay repping
Pray these jealous people ain't plotting with they weapons
Cuz all I swear I wanna do is to make my city proud
Put on every single person that den ever held me down
Ain't No strangers at the table only family around
Devil tryna break me down
Father stretch ya hands out

Written by:
Justin Hill

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