Jimmy Sandra - Avril

I said it's hard to sleep at night
when my dreams keep me up
I chase em, most don't cause it ain't easy enough
I told my girl I gotta leave, you won't be seeing me for months
She drove me to the Flight
She believed in me from Jump

The hole that I jumped out of couldn't be deep enough
I needed that lift I couldn't see me be stuck
Know some people out there really wanna leave me in dust
But hate comes from love
Tell 'em please keep it up

I just go & hit the booth when I need me a rush
Back then I'd hit the booth
Where they would see me for bucks
Lap dancing grab hands
She say she needs me to bust
While my girl text me I need you to need me for once
Like what?

Like what
Where did the time go
It's like life's passing & I've been in a blind fold
I know I know but I don't
Where did my mind go?
Feel like I'm old
I wonder if 25's old?

Thinking back it wasn't bad as it seemed
Back when I was crushing on Avril Lavigne
I don't know why God made me
& I don't wanna wait to see
Thinking back it wasn't bad as it seemed
Back when I was crushing on Avril Lavigne
I don't know why God made me
But imma be as great as can be

Light a jay by the palm trees
Blinded by the moon
If I'm searching for myself
Here's where I'd find me I'd assume
Blowing smoke in the sky
Smell gon' wake the neighbors
Go & work on what I love
Call it painful labor

Having Cali dreams
But I'm cooped in Arizona
Outside looking in
But inside cause Corona
What a crazy time we're living in
Time we'll never get again
Island like I'm Gilligan
I'm feeling like a kid again

Life was literally
Little league
Little did we know
Growing big would be so belittling
We all ain't special
Only to our parents
& life is what you make it but I guess that's apparent

See I'm skating by
PlayStation & Tony Hawk
Gave me peace
Like a way to release
My lonely thoughts

I would get mad when they told me off
Now I take the high road
Knowing it's a lonely walk
Say word

Thinking back it wasn't bad as it seemed
Back when I was crushing on Avril Lavigne
I don't know why God made me
& I don't wanna wait to see
Thinking back it wasn't bad as it seemed
Back when I was crushing on Avril Lavigne
I don't know why God made me
But imma be as great as can be

Thinking back it wasn't bad as it seemed
Back when I was crushing on Avril Lavigne
I don't know why God made me
& I don't wanna wait to see
Thinking back it wasn't bad as it seemed
Back when I was crushing on Avril Lavigne
I don't know why God made me
But imma be as great as can be

Written by:
Jesse Toscano

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