DJ Benji Beatz - Broken

I’m sitting all alone reminiscing it gives me time to give myself some thinking
Sitting on a stone as I’m thinking alone putting on my head phones as I’m looking down
Clouds raining down as I’m walking downtown have my hoodie on to hide to my own frown
People think I’m crazy when I’m always lonely it gives me time to restart very slowly
I was broken I never really thought of it but never really cared if people have to judge of it
I was in a mental state that nobody can relate ain’t no muthaphucka can tell me that things will be ok
Mental illness is a bitch I’ve been scratching and clawing not listening just bitching there’s no one to fix it

I’ve been cutting & hurting for punishment reasons I’ve been breaking my heart in broken pieces
I’ve been facing my demons I want my life have a meaning I want myself to keep healing to ever stop me from bleeding
I’ve been lying my own feelings there’s a darkness that’s coming asthe heavens start falling and satans hell has risen
Oh my lord have mercy I need sum peace in my soul I can’t fake this no more I rather fall in a hole
I’m trapped in a prison of my own emotions my darkness depression try to stop me from dreaming
People look at me different if I’m a lunatic person I’m just a human who’s pleading for hopes and forgiveness
I have so many questions I don’t know how to explain it I just want you to vision a broken person who’s hoping
For life for love for share and care no bullies no haters only people who’s there
Understand that I’m ill this ain’t no virus nor sickness this is real listen up understand this uh

I was broken I was lonely ain’t nobody out there would help me
I was ruined I was ruthless I’m shadow of my own existence
I was broken I was hopeless I was weak enough to dream anything less
But now I know to learn my lessons I dont wanna be that person again

It’s very hard for muthaphuckas to laugh at my pain making memes out there making me a clown face
Tryna scratch my name well I say y’all fake you got something well tell it to my face
You think I’m scared u think I’m evil to you you just don’t know what the fuck I’ve gone through
You don’t know my life you ain’t my puppet master all this drama around me is a complete disaster
I’ve been saying everyday I wanna change today but muthaphuckas find ways to ruin my day
The internet is dangerous and can lead to stress every stupid comment makes more depressed
Why do I believe of everything they say I’m a soldier who’s always fighting for the words I say
At home or in school or at work or the streets there’s always hope that is waiting for me
I need some love just haven’t found it yet I ain’t suicidal just need another chance
I need to change I need to start now before I disappear you’ll never found out

I was broken I was lonely ain’t nobody out there would help me
I was ruined I was ruthless I’m shadow of my own existence
I was broken I was hopeless I was weak enough to dream anything less
But now I know to learn my lessons I dont wanna be that person again
I was broken I was lonely ain’t nobody out there would help me
I was ruined I was ruthless I’m shadow of my own existence
I was broken I was hopeless I was weak enough to dream anything less
But now I know to learn my lessons I don't wanna be that person again

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