7kid - Doubt Me

(Make it, make it hit)
Cause my demons they be haunting me
I know they doubting me, shit, I be havin' doubt in myself

And I ain't have nobody to hold when I wanted to be held
Won't let nobody close to me, up late at night, can't fall asleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep, cause my demons, they be haunting me
It ain't no envy in my heart, I just wish it could be me

Time heals but the scars don't leave, been locked in the booth so I can't move free
Can't count how many times that I ain't eat, you can take my heart, I stay on beat
Might lose my cool, so I keep busy, cause sometimes life ain't what it seems
Why can't it be my turn, before my time become too late

Yeah, I'm still tryna learn, but my feelings get in the way
How many times I said I can't, been hurt so much so I can't say
It's not a picture I can't paint, even when I'm in the rain
Yeah ima get to it, no matter the cost, I stayed humble, watch all them fall

Since a young nigga I've been wanting to ball, see the pain in my eyes you don't know what I saw,
Not a single soul ever held me down , Do I need a sign that say help me now
To see it shit, you gotta stick around, you say real gotta show me how
Shit I'm on the road and I'm grindin', shit I'm tryna win

Forgive me God cause I promise I don't mean a sin
I been in the booth, so stop asking me where I been
And I swear ima figure it out no matter what the problem is,
Yeah I been through some trauma, been this way since a lil' one

No acting ain't into drama, yeah, I'm tryna run up these commas
Sometimes I be feeling I'm lost, heart cold it can't defrost
Tryna turn a worker to a boss , I gotta X on my back and I'm not wearing kaws
So why don't they believe in me

Heart been broke so many times without a reasoning
And I been tryna stay strong like I'm supposed to be
Cut a couple niggas off, won't let them close to me
My mama keep saying I'm trippin', you don't see the vision I get it

For her, I'ma run up these tickets, momma yo son on a mission
for my brothers im paving the way, so I've been at it every day
Some niggas be saying I can't and for me them niggas wont pray

I know they doubting me shit I be having doubt in myself
And I ain't have nobody to hold when I wanted to be held
Won't let nobody close to me, up late at night can't fall asleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep, cause my demons they be haunting me
It ain't no envy in my heart, I just wish it could be me

Time heals, but scars don't leave , been locked in the booth so I can't move free
Can't count how many times that I ain't eat, they can take my heart I stay on beat
Might lose my cool so I keep busy, cause sometimes life ain't what it seems
(Make it, make it hit)

Written by:
7kid, Charles Glass Jr

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