Mic Brim - Dream Girl

This will never be home
Even if I wanted it I can't deny it
I'm just a fan who used to get caught up in fantasizing
Got too familiar with your standards and decided
I ain't want to stand beside it
The pressure to be the man
I ain't even want to be in demand in private
Ain't need be handed the keys
I couldn't handle driving
Too many internal struggles were plaguing me
To make believe
Like there was a vacancy
For commitment
It really wasn't safe to be
Invested in what I brought to the table
That would only enable
A way to treat
The cake like it's okay to eat
I was jaded
Should've played for keeps
But
I just played to keep you patient
Cause even without you the focus on me had my
Ego inflated
Completely replacing
You with the need to be complacent
Rather than pursuant
It was truly sad to see it ruined
Cause letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
But loving you is worse
I don't want the scars
I don't want the hurt
But letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
But I don't see the worth
You deserve better
That's why we'll never work
But letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
I was judging everything about you that
Made me want to chase to begin with
I would get offended
Cause everyone was into you
Caught myself looking sideways at my friendships
If they would even mention you
It had to be for me and me only
Regardless of the fact that
I was for the streets
Still a piece of me was lonely
I couldn't help it
Felt the need share my self with
Everybody but with you
I was selfish
Painfully insecure
All of my narcissism was showing
My heart wasn't fit for no one
But
Let me even think it's being discarded and it became hard to live with it broken
I would be sick
Like I was a vic
And I can admit
That this was something I didn't pick
When I had the chance to
Always thought this song would be something that could be danced to
But it wasn't meant to be
And I had to keep it moving
It was truly sad to see it ruined
Cause letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
But loving you is worse
I don't want the scars
I don't want the hurt
But letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
Letting go is hard
But I don't see the worth
You deserve better
That's why we'll never work
But letting go is hard
Letting go is hard

Written by:
Micah Brimage

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