Mo LaFlo - Emotionally Scarred
Can't love at all
I'm guarded, think I'm numb
Emotionally scarred
Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start
It feels like heavy bricks, weighing down on my heart
Can't love at all
I'm guarded, think I'm numb
Emotionally scarred
Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start
So now I'm taking shots all in the dark
Coping
Trying my best to be open but most times
It feels I'm losing focus
Internal pressure
I hope no one notice
Cuz this shit is bogus
She want it with me
And I'm starting to see similarities
Between the old chicks
Guess I have a type and some patterns repeated I noticed
Talking emotions
That's a sensitive topic
Want deeper connections but there is a blockage
Relational issues getting out of pocket
It's either an anchor or rocket
Hold it don't drop it
My heart is fragile
So I got bubble wrap and packing paper
Might need a savior
Don't get too close
I'm a player
Emotionally unavailable
Only doing what I did cuz I had to get through
Never saw real love
Just two people who choose to settle
For the abuse, even mentally too
As a child seeing that, wachu think you gone do
Hear the sounds
Click clack
Think it's coming for you
Always ready for a war
Go head and bust a move
Untouchable
I never put my trust in you
Fear of rejection, got me rushing through
Accustomed to not even feeling a thing
If I wanna change, must rewire my brain
Seeking nirvana not talking Cobain
But be courteous, not easy breaking this chains
Baby come sit on my face
Let me make it rain
Come ease any pain
We off weed and a drink
She said "why don't you love me?"
I told her I can't
Can't love at all
I'm guarded, think I'm numb
Emotionally scarred
Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start
It feels like heavy bricks, weighing down on my heart
Can't love at all
I'm guarded, think I'm numb
Emotionally scarred
Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start
So now I'm taking shots all in the dark
When I try to let people in they walk over like pedestrians
Now they can never get my best again
Now giddy up like equestrians then the rest is in
Always tryna bless a friend
Fake loving like it ain't noticed, so perplexed within
Hate motives that's only selfish and diminish the grin
Sometimes you gotta lose some in order to win
It's called shedding
It feels lonely then you get to second guessing
When you hold on to what's not yours
You block your blessings
My heart is closed, think it turned cold from all this stressing
So I ain't stressing
Cuz I can't
Can't love at all
I'm guarded, think I'm numb
Emotionally scarred
Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start
It feels like heavy bricks, weighing down on my heart
Can't love at all
I'm guarded, think I'm numb
Emotionally scarred
Want to go deeper but afraid I don't know where to start
So now I'm taking shots all in the dark
Emotionally scarred
Can't can't love at all
Emotionally scarred
Emotionally scarred
Written by:
Morgan Turner
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