SalientSongs - Habit

Call back and say that you miss me
Say where you at right now, it's a mystery
I'm sorry I'm all in my head, I know that you miss me
My words you keep twisting, this Henny I keep sipping
No wonder I'm hurt, got ran through the dirt, ran through the mud

But I got back up, been washing my shirt, they don't even know about half of that shit
That I sink
Yeah, ain't been in my shoes
Don't act like you do, I've been through hell in my head
I don't wanna go back on the meds, I don't wanna go back on the meds

Just look at my life, it's a mess, I'm dealing with all this stress
And if I didn't know God, I think that I'd be dead
Pill popping till I sleep, It got me on my knees
Please God, I'm fucking pleading, relief right now I need it

I've been through bad shit, I got my ice on my neck
Lil bitch I'm a savage, I ain't put no ice on you bitch
I just can't have it, I didn't mean to break your heart
Baby it's just a habit, I use this music as a distraction

Where's my fame at, where's my traction, I just need some action
I just want a reaction, that's why I do shit
Only for attention, oh did I mention
Don't give a shit and fuck it, honestly just fuck this

I'm extra, straight buckets, I'm balling like curry
They don't want no more of me, and that's why they hate me
I think I'm a narcissist, and you think that this song is bad
You ain't heard the hard shit, that hit was so crazy

Out of this world a martian, I can't keep going
No I can't keep going, slow it, slow it
Oh I need to slow it, before I start going
And go off the deep end, hopeless, hopeless

Oh I feel so hopeless, God can you take this
I need you to help me, I been through bad shit
I got my ice on my neck, Lil bitch I'm a savage
I ain't put no ice on you bitch, I just can't have it

I didn't mean to break her heart, baby it's just a habit
I hate my habits, I been through bad shit
I got my ice on my neck, Lil bitch I'm a savage
I ain't put no ice on you bitch, I just can't have it

I didn't mean to break her heart, baby it's just a habit

Written by:
Brian Todd

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