Symmetry Was Never An Option - Hatred

My mind betrayed me
I have nowhere to run
My gaze is empty
Surrounded by the scars
They are my own creation
And reflection on your face
How could've I done this
I thought love was guiding me
It's like I'm collapsing inside
Just waiting for another
Self-destructive tide
My dancer's pride
Power that shaped my life
It's drowning me in feeling
That my life is done

This cold hatred
Is far worse than the burning wrath
But it's so reminiscent
Of the last I've seen your eyes

As I took all things for granted
I'll never face a fresh start
There is no ceiling to hit
Only waiting bottom rock

No one's awaiting
I have left it all behind
No God will save me
Hell's lantern burning bright
I feel so empty
It's freezing my inside
This cold hatred
Is far worse than burning
Second thoughts, second guess
Second love, second death
Second pass and I've lost
That thing I call myself
Night has come in my soul
I forget all I know
Emptiness filling me
Killing my sanity

And as the darkness was so close by
And as the mind was falling apart
Just in the moment I could see
A peaceful light
I felt the tears coming into my eyes
I wish I could've found you on time
But now it's much too late
It's time to say
Goodbye

Wait, before my life will fade in stream of days
Before this last spark will escape my gaze
Before my friends will leave me in my worst phase
Awake, all this feelings made me lose my way
All this freezing hatred for myself
All of this may day
But not today
Stay, I should've said that not to you but myself
Never forget that there's a way out from this hell
Never abandon hope in another day
Stand, you're alive and you'll find a way
You'll endure and the darkness will fade
You are deep down a peaceful light
And as I shine on you
You'll shine on me

Written by:
Jeremi Grodek

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