Felese - I Didn't Know Her

I'm trying to remain sober
Although I know it's over
I wish I knew what I did wrong
While I hold up a smile just like The Joker
You said I never tried
A piece of me had died
My heart was crucified
By the girl I really loved, I guess I didn't know her
When we met everyone thought we were perfect
I never thought we would get this far
We made a promise to each other but you hurt me
And now I'm hoping I could get rid of these scars
I swear, I wanna forget you
I ask God why the hell did I meet you
I was holding on to hope that we can get through
all our issues, cuz feel devalued
So many years they feel so wasted
Would it have been different if we would have waited?
This empty feeling, I really hate it
Hearing that you're sorry, is not gonna change it
This headspace, I feel so faded
This is what you wanted, cuz it's what you created
Loving someone else is what you stated
Please leave my mind, just please vacate it cuz
I'm trying to remain sober
Although I know it's over
I wish I knew what I did wrong
While I hold up a smile just like The Joker
You said I never tried
A piece of me had died
My heart was crucified
By the girl I really loved, I guess I didn't know her
Let's GO
There was no way that I could have prepared
You and I took a leap, both of us were scared
We had our whole lives together, 'try and figure this out
but you lost your feelings for me, didn't know you had doubt
All I can do now is try to build myself back
but I can't find instructions on what I need to do next
so I'm left, picking up the pieces of this mess you made
feel so betrayed, like a video game, I got played
So many years they feel so wasted
Would it have been different if we would have waited
This empty feeling, I really hate it
Hearing that you're sorry, is not gonna change it
This headspace, I feel so faded
This is what you wanted, cause it's what you created
Loving someone else is what you stated
Please leave my mind, just please vacate it cuz
I'm trying to remain sober
Although I know it's over
I wish I knew what I did wrong
While I hold up a smile just like The Joker
You said I never tried
A piece of me had died
My heart was crucified
By the girl I really loved, I guess I didn't know her
I'm trying to remain sober (I'm trying to remain sober)
Although I know it's over (Although I know it's over)
Hold up a smile like Joker (Hold up a smile like Joker)
I guess I didn't know her (I guess I didn't know her)

Written by:
Edwin Feliciano

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