Miggie Jean - It's Hard

Knew this chick way back
When we was raving out
Windows blacked out
We was wildin' out
Cutting corners to adulthood
Never liked school
She been through it all
Couldn't abide rules
Said she a product of the system
Always leaving clues like
I won't be here
Not for long
And I don't wanna fall
Telling stories in study hall
Wanted to run cuz of dad
But could it be her fault
She was always bad
And mother won't believe it
So better keep a tight lip
Got tired of denying this shit
He stumbles in while she slept
She woke up
Wanted to expose this
We ain't seen her since last week
She a fast girl
Must have ran away from home
Till they found a corpse
Next to a telephone pole
Damn
Down on my knees
It's hard, it's hard
Tryna make a dollar
It's hard, it's hard
Tryna make it out
It's hard, it's hard
Better get it together
And I don't wanna hurt anymore
Down on my knees
I was seventeen, only seventeen
Had some big dreams
To do big things
Sprout my wings
Get it in, do my thing
But then I met him
Nothing special or interesting
Before I knew it
He had done moved in
Then we moved out
Kid on the way
There's no way out
Dreams on hold
But was a temporary thing
But I'm back now
I'm on track yo
I've been lax that a fact
It's my downfall
Blame, blame, blame
Blame it on the alcohol
Hit a few blunts just a few times
On the low
Good to go
It's a pitfall
Feeling irie, lemme know
I ain't ashamed I'll admit
I'm an addict
Sex, love, drugs
Just a few of my habits
Damn, Just your average fanatic
Down on my knees
It's hard, it's hard
Tryna make a dollar
It's hard, it's hard
Tryna make it out
It's hard, it's hard
Better get it together
And I don't wanna hurt anymore
Down on my knees
Made a few wrong turns
Everybody ask
When you gon learn
Been a cold world
So out of control
I've been on a roll
But how they gon judge
Like they ain't done dirt
They ain't been hurt
Like they ain't never invest
In fake shit then regret it
Judging must be a fetish
On some backpage
Pornhub schtick
Sanctimonious speech
How rich
Oh my, don't wanna offend
It ain't about you
Less you comprehend
I'm a whore
Been with different men
Ain't a new trend
Shaming me to look
Clean and Clear
Better keep me
In your prayers
I be wildin' out
Been into the wild and out
You heard this one before
Smart girl, took a wrong route
Riddled with doubt
Broke, wack job
Baby daddy's a joke
Still educated though
I stay woke
Down on my knees
It's hard, it's hard
Tryna make a dollar
It's hard, it's hard
Tryna make it out
It's hard, it's hard
Better get it together
And I don't wanna hurt anymore
Down on my knees

Written by:
Mignant John

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