Duke Holidai - Laugh

Been stuck for a min, I made a decision to never suppress the way that I'm feeling
Talked to my cousins Ryan and Vic, they understood I'm in need of some healing
Take too much to pride to act like I'm chillin
When really the source of my mental is killing
Lay on my back and stare at the ceiling, reflecting mistakes back to the beginning
How can you grow if you know you ain't willing
Stop fooling yourself gotta make that a mission
I'm tryna make it that's my vision but not for the fame but the feeling of giving
Wanna get better at being consistent but when you get focused they thinking you distant
Me and A-Money had looked at each other and said it one time, it's time for rebuilding
Open my eyes it's time for re living
Dropping my lines that come from a million
Of things that I went through my energy spilling all over the world, my ego is filling
Dealing with trauma can really be piercing. looked in the mirror and told myself
That Ima hold my weight down and build up my core
To be flexing on ppl that never be hearing

I just wanna laugh, get over past. perfecting my craft (Baby just listen)
Then when I dash get to my cash, I never looking (Then I go missing)
I just wanna laugh, get over past. perfecting my craft (Baby just listen)
Then when I dash get to my cash, I never looking (Then I go missing)
I just wanna laugh baby, I just wanna laugh yeah
And get to my cash (Get to my cash) and get to my cash yeah
I just wanna laugh baby, I just wanna laugh yeah
And get to my cash (Get to my cash) and get to my cash yeah

I stay to myself cuz I feel like I'm safer that way when I'm stuck in a room
Don't wanna be hearing bad news
Skin gotta be thicker than glue
My heart has a wonderful bruise
All that reaching for love I refuse
To be chasing and looking a fool
I'd rather just stay in the booth
Not getting no sleep cuz a brother be racing and pacing they come after you
You drive yourself under to fill up the bank, bussing through like unstoppable tank
Can weed out the good and can weed out stank
They down for whatever to climb up the ranks
That shit that I messed up I take all the blame, had to fall back just to out the way
What made so made so happy don't hit me same don't try to control me
I know what I ain't
Heart maybe cold but I'm loaded with flames
Nothing but vengeance diluting my veins
Supposed to be quiet when making your case
Suppressing depression we made that ok
Because you don't want nothing don't mess up my day
What I want for my future gone always be something I crave

I just wanna laugh, get over past. perfecting my craft (Baby just listen)
Then when I dash get to my cash, I never looking (Then I go missing)
I just wanna laugh, get over past. perfecting my craft (Baby just listen)
Then when I dash get to my cash, I never looking (Then I go missing)
I just wanna laugh baby, I just wanna laugh yeah
And get to my cash (Get to my cash) and get to my cash yeah
I just wanna laugh baby, I just wanna laugh yeah
And get to my cash (Get to my cash) and get to my cash yeah

Written by:
Eric Caro

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