Jaywop - Letter To The Heavens

I made this shit expressing how I feel
God I don't know if it's just me, I need some time to heal
These crazy ways, my crazy thoughts, protect me like a shield
Been stressing hard, I'm popping pills, can't eat I'm missing meals
Got demons in my soul and on my skin, I peel em back
The good die young to share my pain won't bring my nigga back
My bitch she makes me smile, sometimes know I ain't feeling that
I stuff my lungs, still I feel numb I want my feeling back
Every day I wake, I hit my knees, I try to pray
Still I don't feel no faith, I'm asking God what do it take
Ask how I feel, I shoulder shrug I don't know what to say
Don't know my worth, I'm insecure, I'm better in a grave
Not many see this side, they only see what I portray
I'm human too it's still some pain behind this handsome face
Get high to ease the stress, I don't do this shit just for the taste
These niggas hate, it ain't in no race, I'll let em have first place
Don't take it personal If I say that I just need some space
I'm hurting, Boo, I could hurt you so please just get away
Mentally shackled like a slave and I'm trying to escape
Could end this shit today, I'm holding on for better days
I know I'm smart and I'm gifted, can't give my heart to these bitches
I'm suffering from addictions, my heart so cold and it's wicked
I got they back but who got mine when I just need some uplifting
They telling lies contradictions, God this shit breaking my spirit, I wish I never existed
Hmmmm, yea
Hmmmm, yea
Hmmmm, yea
Hmmmmm
I'm up at night, all my by lone I wipe them tears away
Can't let these niggas take my shine, I keep a smile straight on my face
The devil wanna play, I'm on my shit, I got the time today
I know they not all who they say, protect my heart cant let it break
I'm growing know I made mistakes
Who gone be there, I'm in a casket, 6 feet in a grave
My mama told me, Boy you blessed you gone be something great
I know that shit with all my pain cant look her in the face
Come take this pain away
Hmmmm, yea
Hmmmm, yea
Hmmmm, yea
Hmmmmm

Written by:
Jalen Lampkin

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