Kyori the Okapi - Lost Ya

I miss those days at your bedroom
Playing GameCube 'til our head swoon
Man it ended so soon
Like a drop on a log flume
My eyes water to this tune
Then we used to chill at the mall
Skate indoors then hear the cops get called
Run to get away, like avoiding the prison
But now my thoughts be caught in a void-less prism
Memories, please don't leave
If I lose you, I'm a lose who I be
Memories, wait 'til I sleep
I don't want my thoughts alone with just me
Man, I'm missing days I spent with no care
Lunchables, CapriSun, and bowl cut hair
Simpler times before I thought of these rhymes
And the end of my world had never entered my mind
But now I gotta grind and find my way
What ever happened to those lazy days
Those were amazing
But now I can't have those, I'm in a new phase in life and
Nostalgia's the best anti-depressant
Just another thing to escape from the present
'Cause now everything makes me hesitant
Now I gotta think about who I represent
Aw damn, I'm losing those feelings
Can I go back
Nah, the lord isn't willing
Time goes forward and takes away the past
I just wish I knew how to make each minute last
Memories, please don't leave
If I lose you, I'm a lose who I be
Memories, wait 'til I sleep
I don't want my thoughts alone with just me
Memories, please don't leave
If I lose you, I'm a lose who I be
Memories, wait 'til I sleep
If I wake up, I'm alone for eternity
I'm already alone, yeah
My thoughts ain't safe, uh, even at home, yeah
And even in my zone, a place I hold sacred
I could not escape any ounce of self-hatred
But what you did for me, really kept me at peace
I was glued to my phone instead of reaching for the piece
So what you did was good and bad in a way
'Cause it hurts more knowing how long you've been away
And absence makes the heart grow fonder
And since you've been over yonder
I've thought about dying
Only so much crying I'd do
After lying around and staring into the blue
I don't care if you ghosted me
I just want you safe
Your heart still has worth, even if I don't have a place in it
Your soul never was a waste
You brought joy, even if it only was a taste
Memories, please don't leave
If I lose you, I'm a lose who I be
Memories, wait 'til I sleep
I don't want my thoughts alone with just me
Memories, please don't leave
If I lose you, I'm a lose who I be
Memories, wait 'til I sleep
If I wake up, I'm alone for eternity

Written by:
Robert Yoshikawa

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