SalientSongs - Not Around

I'm not around, you're trying to come around
I take drugs because you're not around
And I'll take drugs till I'm not around

I need you to pick me up when I'm down
I'm not around, you're trying to come around
I take drugs because you're not around
And I'll take drugs till I'm not around

I need you to pick me up whenever I get down
I need you to save me some of your joy right now
I need you to pick me up because I'm down right now
Yeah, I'm down for the count, but don't count me out

All the drugs I take, yeah, they make me smile
But all the drugs I take, they might take me out
I know you hate me, but you didn't have to fake me out
You hate the real me, you're dealing with the fake me now

And all the drugs I did, it was worth it
I'm feeling worthless, don't got a purpose
I need to go to some churches, I'm doing bad, but at least I'm working
Can't get out of bed, yeah, I'm just hurting

Overthinking, overhating, I feel like I'm dead
I feel like I'd be even more fucked up if I went back on the meds
I feel like I can't have a therapist, I need to fix this shit myself
And I feel like that's what a man is, am I wrong? Or is that just my pride taking over

Not around, I wish that I wasn't, the amount of time I romanticize, death is abundant
And I don't know when it is, but I feel it coming
Off that fucking bridge, yeah, that's where I'm jumping, life is a bitch that I am done with
I feel like shit, I don't feel like nothing, I am so numb, I can't feel you cutting

I'm ready for my fate, God when you coming
Not around, you wanna come around, I take drugs, because you're not around
And I'll take drugs, until I'm not around, I need you to pick me up, whenever I get down
Not around, you wanna come around, I take drugs, because you're not around

And I'll take drugs, until I'm not around, I need you to pick me up, whenever I get down

Written by:
Brian Todd

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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